FORBIDDEN LOVE

New life

From my childhood I tried to get rid of aggressive fight. I could crush everything on my way. At my teens, I found the way to relieve my aggression, it was running. After talk to Jo, I couldn't bear her tears, I wanna break everything in her room, in my room, in our house, everywhere. My chest was up faster, my hands were harder, my face was angrier and my body was ready to ruin everything. I couldn't drive a car in such condition. Before leaving, I decided to run to the rock, dive there, come back, change my clothes and get into my car and drive away. I went outside, turned my music for running, the first track was Welshly Arms "Trouble". During my unplanned sport, I was scrolling in my head our talk few minutes ago. Maybe, I was really a coward guy and Jo was right.
When I ran to the rock, Betty was there. Her short black hair wasn't good for her, she looked like a boy. She was ready to dive, but she noticed me and stopped. Her behaviour became more graceful.
"Oh, my goodness! Carol said you had already gone!"- she smiled and adjusted the straps of her red swimsuit.
"Why did you lie about Jo, about any guys?"
"It was a joke, Jay-Jay. You didn't like my joke?"- she was approaching to me.
"It wasn't funny!"- I ignored her hand on shoulder and headed to the edge of the rock. I wanna see how it was possible to get injured. How it was happened with Jo, she had done it lots of times. Betty was coming around me, but she stayed without my attention. She offered me to have sex, but I only burst of laughing and went away.
I got home to take my things. Toby and Josephine had already left. From one hand, I was glad not to see her tear-stained eyes, from another hand, I missed her.
Mum gave me some chicken pie, dad hugged me and shook my hand. Having got into my car, I turned on the radio. But the song of Billie Eilish "No time to die" made me turn it off immediately. This song remembered me my lovely Jo. It was better to have a brother. I dialed her number, didn't know why. After one beep I cancelled it.

In Tracy's city, I will live in a campus. Tracy offered me her house, but I knew what kind of feelings Tracy had, so I rejected her offer. There, I will go the sport club, to do boxing, I need to share my aggression. Before my Jo could hold my emotions, but now she is far and she cannot help me.
At 8 p.m. I was near my college. I found my room fast. I called my parents to say that I was ok. In my room there was one boy, Ron. He was short and a bit fat. We introduced to each other. He was a student of my branch. I wanna study cars and repair them.
Before going to bed, my phone rang. It was Jo.

"Jo? Are you alright?" - I started, but it wasn't so easy.
"Jay, tell me that you will come back!"- She sobbed.
"Maybe for Christmas."- I clenched my teeth waiting for her reaction.
"Christmas? Are you nuts, Jayden?"
"Jo, give me a break, ok? But don't fuck with Toby and anybody else, ok? I promise you, we will decide something."
"Your promise is worthless, Jayden! You know, my first man will be Toby or somebody else, not YOU!"- I opened my mouth to argue with her, but she didn't give me a chance. I heard only short beeps.
At that moment, Ron was snoring. "How can I sleep well? Ron is noisy, Josephine is angry with me!"- my brain was working hard. No chance to sleep.