FORBIDDEN LOVE

Hospital

I'm in the hospital, walking around in the empty corridor. In the evening, all patients are in their rehabs. My huge body resonates of the walls. I don't know where I should put my hands, they are obsessing me. I touch my hair, my face, my eyes, my temples. My palms are cold and wet, I have a stomachache. I don't know what happened with Jo. Grace is calling.
"Jay, how is Jo?"
"I don't know. Nobody says anything."
At that moment, the doctor has come out of the medical abode, I've stopped him.
"Josephine Bay. Is she ok?"
"We are doing the best."- He said this and hurried to disappear.
"What does it mean? Devil!"
Grace is again on the line.
"Jay, calm down. I'm sure she will be ok. We are coming soon."

I wanna wipe this hospital off. I'm standing by the window, my eyes are trying to see something in the dark. The voice of an old lady wakes me up.
"Son, what's wrong with you?"
I see her weakness in her shaking hands, she is at the age of 90.
"Why are asking me?"
"Your all body is tattooed, young boy."
"And so what? I like tattoos. And I'm not so young. I'm over 30."
"Hm, if a person, beautiful person makes the dark on his body, it means you have big problem in your life. Perhaps, you hide something, perhaps, you run away from something. Take your life in your own arms. By the way, I'm old woman, that's why you are a young boy for me."

The doctor appeared behind the door and said:
"Mrs. Ray, it's time to sleep."
This old lady turned towards me and up her finger, shaking it and whispered:
"I've seen your wife. She is so young and beautiful. Take care of her. After losing a baby, she needs a support."
"Mrs. Ray, hurry up!" - the doctor's voice thundered in the empty hall.
I gave her a smile and she went to her room.

Jo has lost her baby? Blood... Wedding day.....Blood on her legs.....Why? What is her secret?

"Jay, what did the doctor say?" - Gabriel shook my shoulder.
I looked into his eyes and my face was stern, my mouth couldn't say anything.
"Nothing special."
"What's up with your face, Jay?" - Grace worried about me as usual.
"Where is my daughter, Grace?" - My voice was angry.
"She is sleeping in the car, Toby is watching for her. And she isn't only yours!" - she hissed.
"Why did she have blood, so much blood?" - Gab was like a dangerous tiger.
"Nobody knows, sit and calm down." - I can't stand his moaning. I feel sick.

The doctor, finally, came out.
We prepared all our ears to listen to him, but we are not ready to hear something bad.
"Who is her close relative?" - doctor's face was tired.
"Me!!!!" - Gab and I exclaimed at the same time.
"Who is the closest?"
"Me!!!!"- again we pronounced.
"He is her husband and he is her brother." - Grace helped us to clear the situation.
"Ok, you?" - the doctor pointed to Gabriel with suspicious eyes.
"Yes, it's me."
"So, I'm so sorry. Your wife has lost her baby. We couldn't save its life."

Gab took his seat and looked shocked. I was pity for him. He started to cry: "Why? Again? Why?"
The doctor continued: "I recommend you not to try again, it can be dangerous for her and very stressful."
"But why, what's the reason of miscarriage?"
"It's the result of the first abortion. Excuse me, but I have to go."
"First abortion?? You!!" - Gab looked at me aggressively.
"You!! You made her to do that abortion!?"
"Believe me, Gab. I didn't know about it. I knew nothing."

At that day, my wedding day, she killed our child!?