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her walk with renjun had ended, and they decided to eavesdrop from outside the door.
it seemed as if jeno was jealous of someone, renjun as they soon came to find out.
"why would he be jealous of you though?"
"because we're besties."the two whispered in hushed voices at the other side of the door. rest assured, to anyone walking by, they looked extremely weird.
"well that's a little bit of a stretch."
"shut your broken charger ass up. but what im trying to say is that he's jealous that you're nice to me because you love me."
it was starting to become apparent where heloise had got her interesting insults from"but im nice to him though..."
renjun hissed a little, as if to say something wasn't adding up.
"since when are you ever nice to him? i mean, i've only been here for two days but it seems like y'all hate each other a little."she frowned, that's not what she had meant for it to come across.
"i didn't mean for it to be like that..." she trailed off.
"what did you mean for it to be like then?"like she l- no. she wasn't going to say it. because it wasn't true, and she wasn't going to start lying.
"i don't know," she started, "i uhm- yeah i don't know." she couldn't say it."i know you do know, but i won't force you to say it. just go inside, and say what you need to say. don't fuck up, okay?"
she couldn't promise anything, but she nodded anyway.renjun opened the door and began talking, but she was barely listening to his words, mind focused on one thing. one person.
of course, donghyuck and jaemin already got the memo.
"wow, jun, jaem, i think we need some coffee."
"yes, hyuck, i believe you are right."
they conversed in robotic voices."in which vicinity should we go to do the drinking of said coffee?"
"my room."
"my room."
donghyuck cleared his throat after speaking at the same time as jaemin."what fellow jaem means is my room that is in his apartment."
"oh yes."
they all walked mechanically towards renjun and donghyuck's shared room, like sheep following after one another.heloise looked quizzically at the ordeal whilst jeno gulped inaudibly.
"erm..."
"uhm...
"im sorry, i shouldn't have done that earlier. i was just being a bit stupid, im sorry. it doesn't have to mean anything if you don't want it to, i mean it doesn't mean anything. it shouldn't, is what im trying to say."jeno almost laughed at how cute heloise's blabbering was. wait what? cute? no, no. it wasn't cute, it was, adorable- no, it was just nice to look at. yes. nice to look at.
he gained a little more confidence as he said, "but what if i wanted it to mean something?"
he was already mentally hitting himself for saying it. there was only one outcome and it was obviously going to be bad.
"then that's your loss."
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it's the fact that i started singing a song that didn't exist... 💔 someone stop me from thinking maen
ALSO HOT SAUCE DROP I FORGOT TO MENTION IT BUT RENJUN POPPED OFF TOO MUCH IN THAT MV AND HAECHAN TOO AND JISUNG WOW AND JISUNG AND RENJUN'S VOICES IN THAT ONE PRECHORUS AND JENO'S GOLYEO MA DISH AND JAEMIN AND HAECHAN CENTER TIMES AND OH GOSH- THE COMEBACK SHOW TOO RAINBOW IS TOO GOOD FOR MY LIKING AND DIVE INTO YOU'S DANCE IS SO FUCKING CUTE AND MARK IN BOOM AND RIDIN WASNT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT BUT LIKE IM STILL A LITTLE SALTY THAT MARK TOOK HAECHAN'S LINE IN RIDIN, HAECHAN LOOKED TOO GOOD IN THAT PARTICULAR SCENE FOR SOMEONE TO BE ABLE TO TAKE IT BUT ITS ALL OKAY IM NOT THAT SALTY AND IRREPLACEABLE IS GOING TO SEND ME INTO ORBIT I DID THAT NCT DREAM ALBUM SONG QUIZ WHICH ONE SUITS YOU OR WHATEVER QUIZ THING AND GOT IRREPLACEABLE AND I DIDNT UNDERSTAND HOW GOOD AND GODLY OF A SONG IT WAS UNTIL I SAW THE LIVE STAGE WITH LYRICS AND I ALMOST PASSED OUT ITS TOOOO FUCKING AMAZING, I LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT (TOO)
LEMME STOP IVE WAFFLED HALF LIKE 200 GOD
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