NEW HEARTBREAK [jake] *EDITING.

3.

"hey watch it!" a nine year old girl purposely pushed little bella to the ground while they were running in p.e class.

bella accidentally pushed someone's shoulder, but it cane with a backfired result. before bella was about to apologize, she was pushed, leaving a burning bruise on her leg when she fell rough on the ground.

bella definitely wanted to cry at how painful the burn was but she had to get up- she always hated attention.

before the p.e teacher was about to glance at bella, she picked up her two feet before jogging again, having to limp a lot during the laps.

although her eyes were staring to become tearful, she bit her bottom lip as she quickly removed her tears again.

bella exhales once again before focusing on running. what a typical p.e day.

but her tears seem to be forming once again. she can't handle it no more.

before she was gonna have a breakdown, she quickly requested the teacher to use the bathroom- which the teacher nodded. the teacher was somehow concerned when bella instantly was running to the hallways towards the bathroom.

bella took a glance at the mirror, seeing her pink cheeks and red eyes- tears ready to burst before pushing the door of the stall.

bella sat on the seat, after locking the stall.

bella started to cry- so much that she started hyperventilating.

she tried muttering, 'deep breaths. inhale and exhale' but that wasn't doing the trick.

it may be a dramatic scene but, the kid is nine.

"why do they hate me?" bella rubbed her eyes as she kept on crying. her lips were pouting every time she cries.

it was no use, all of her bad memories started flooding.

she exhaled once again, already sleepy for crying for the past two minutes.

she sighed- no one even tried to check up on her. not even the teacher.

she went outside of the stall, her eyes being puffy that she can't even see straight.

she placed her two hands on the marble counter, looking up at the mirror with an intense stare. she felt like she was ugly just even staring at herself.

'worthless' was all she could think of when she characterized herself.

she bit her bottom lip before twisting the water knob. she splashed herself with some water, hissing at the cold water touching her warm cheeks.

she patted herself with a paper towel before walking outside of the hallways.

somehow, she couldn't see her classmates anymore.
'what?' she muttered, looking worried as her heart started to beat faster when seeing the gym be empty.

"bella you're still here?" the teacher innocently asked while fixing their crops on the chairs. bella twisted her eyebrows, confused at what the teacher was saying.

"i was about to check on you, but one of your classmates said that you already went upstairs." the teacher explained. bella's heart dropped. they even excluded her out.

bella innocently replied with an "ah~" switching her sad expression to a bubbly one. "i just forgot something, i guess it was upstairs.." bella awkwardly chuckled as the teacher nodded.

even the teacher doesn't look goddamn concerned for a child.

bella sighed, walking alone in the hallways, her fingers tracing the walls as if that' was her comfort.