Celeste pov
School was the last thing on my mind right now. So I really didn't want to go. Plus I wanted to avoid Mattia as much as I could.
I didn't wanna see him at all right now.
I came back from picking up Ava and Leo from school, they were sitting in the back of my car talking to each other.
" I'm going to drop you guys off to mrs winchesters a little earlier today," I told them. " you'll be there a little longer than usual,"
My manager asked if I could do a few extra hours, so I agreed. I knew it wouldn't hurt to make a few extra dollars.
They both groaned, " can't Mattia watch us?" Ava asked.
" no," I answered immediately, " he's busy,"
" so does that mean he's not coming over today then?" Leo asked.
I shook my head, " no. He won't be coming round to the house at all anymore," I answered.
I parked the car and all three of us walked out of it, " why?" Ava said, sounding a little upset.
It was stupid of me to even let him near my siblings. They grew attached to him too, and were probably going to miss having him around.
" He's finished his tutoring with me," I lied, " so he won't be coming around anymore," I opened up the front door and we started to take our shoes off.
" but I thought he was your friend now?" Leo asked, " Or is he not anymore?"
I smiled at him sadly and I felt this weird urge to cry, " err..." I looked up at the ceiling and blinked rapidly, " you two wash up, and I'll get you guys a snack ok?"
I said changing the subject. They both nodded and went upstairs to change and wash up.
I went to the kitchen and threw the cold tap water on my face. The coldness felt relieving and cooled me down a little. I heard the front door open and I guess Max was home.
It was going to be harder to hide how upset I was from him. He still doesn't know about what happened between Mattia and I.
He came into the kitchen, " hey," he said smiling at me.
" hey," I said, and I started to cut some fruit, " you want anything to eat?" I asked him.
He shook his head, " not right now," he answered.
I nodded and the twins came back down, I gave them the fruit and made them quickly do their homework they got from school.
I dropped the three of them off to Mrs winchesters and headed off to work.
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I had finished making dinner. We all ate and I tried acting as normal as possible, so non of them would catch on to how bad I felt.Now the twins were in their room playing, and Max was doing whatever he does in his own.
My phone was still blowing up so I had muted the notifications, though hearing it vibrate every now and then still upset me.
How do people still have the time to message me shit?
I knew going back to school was gonna be hell. I could already imagine how people were going to act but I felt like I could handle them.
Honestly that wasn't my biggest issue right now.
It was that I wasn't my siblings legal guardian. I didn't know what to do in this type of situation, and I didn't want to ask anyone becasue I was afraid they'd think I was incapable of taking care of my siblings.
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Perfectly imperfect |Mattia Polibio|
FanfictionCeleste Gonzalez is your average, shy, nerdy girl. Getting top grades is a priority of hers and she values her education. Her home life is pretty tough but she balances it pretty well, making time for each task. Something else she has time for is s...