Hideous

26th Class

Isang malalim na buntong hininga ang pinakawalan ko bago nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. Ramdam ko ang mga matang nakatingin sakin at dinig na dinig ang mga bulungan ng mga ito.

"Who is she? Transferee?"

"Maybe, ngayon ko lang sya nakita"

"Wow she's pretty, I hope na maging classmate ko sya"

I internally rolled my eyes. These shitheads never failed to annoy me. Hinigpitan ko ang pagkakabit sa bag at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad.

It's fine Kish. You're not the same naïve Kish  anymore. Just walk straight and it'll be fine. No need to be scared.

Napahinto ako sa paglalakad nang may grupo ng mga lalaki ang humarang sakin. Mariin akong napapikit upang kalmahin ang sarili.

"Hi Miss, bago ka ba? I can give you a tour"

I rolled my eyes. These morons!

"Pwede bang wag kang tanga, umalis ka nga sa harap ko" iritadong saad ko.

"Alam mo Miss sayang ang ganda mo, hindi bagay sayo--

"Kingina sabing umalis ka sa harap ko! Fucking assholes!" sigaw ko na nakakuha ng atensyon ng iba.

"Miss hindi naman--

"What's happening here?"

We looked at Elise walking towards us.

"P-president wala kaming masamang intensyon we are just--

"Kish?" baling sakin ni Elise.

"You mean she's the ugly looking nerd?"

"No way! She's too pretty to be that bitch"

Hindi ko sila pinansin at nagmamadaling umalis. Fuck! Fuck! Fucking worthless! They are disgusting! I feel nauseous just by looking at them.

"Get out!" sigaw ko sa pagkapasok ng restroom.

"Bakit sino ka ba--

"I said fucking get out!"

"Bitch!" they hissed before they left.

I still can't stand their shits. They are all the same. Mariin akong napapikit. Sumalubong sakin ang dalawang pares ng berdeng mata sa salamin sa pagmulat ko.

"Your eyes are really pretty"

"No one can resists those green eyes"

"Who knows she's just using them to seduce guys"

"She thinks so high of herself. Akala mo kung sinong maganda"

Fucking jealous bitches! Creating fucking rumors to satisfy theirselves. Why I can't unhear their voices in my head? Damn it.

Stop Kish. Stop remembering those stupid memories. You're not the stupid Kish anymore. Calm down. Don't let it affects you.

If I really want to move forward I shouldn't let them affect me. I shouldn't but that's easier to say than done. Para itong film na paulit paulit na nagrereplay sa utak ko. It's fucking suffocating.

Ilang marahas na hininga ang pinakawalan ko bago napagpasyahang lumabas ng restroom. Nasa hallway ako nang makasalubong ko si Sam kasama si Vivi. Napahinto ako para sana ngitian to pero nilagpasan nya lang ako. My brows knotted in her behavior.

Did she just fucking ignore me?

"Sam!"

I gritted my teeth when she didn't bother to turn around o kahit huminto man lang. Is she fucking kidding me?