[RQ25] the safe route

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+ staryoung , wcrabw , iguess_imduck , dont-k , mc_microphone

staryoung:
Hello
You guys are my closest friends so far
And I need help

wcrabw:
Oh you made a separate chat
This is for real

staryoung:
Mhm

dont-k:
And you want our help

staryoung:
Mhm mhm

mc_microphone:
I hope you understand thats a recipe for disaster

staryoung:
Mhm mhm mhm

mc_microphone:
HEY
>:(

iguess_imduck:
You played yourself
Anyway

staryoung:
Okay yes my problem
Jihoon
Jihoon is the problem
Well he's not the problem, like he could never be a problem
But he's a problem
This doesn't make sense

wcrabw:
Yeah the only thing i caught from that was your last message

staryoung:
I just
I have feelings for him i think
Or i know, i guess
This is weird

mc_microphone:
What about it is weird?

staryoung:
Cause it feels weird to like a person who doesnt like people?
I dont know its awkward to explain
Its just upping my chances of this going nowhere
But like, i cant help it
I mean do you see that face
Lovable, end of.

iguess_imduck:
Yeah sorry man, thats just you
The nugget scares me

wcrabw:
Don't tell him you called him that

iguess_imduck:
Not planning to

dont-k:
I think hes kinda cute! Not in that way though, its all you soonyoung

mc_microphone:
Yeah, all you
So what brought this up? The making of this chat i mean

staryoung:
We recorded a song, so we wrote the lyrics together and used his studio and recording booth and stuff
It was kinda intimate? Not in a not safe for work way or necessarily a physical way but like,
i don't know, that's just what it felt like to me, like special and different
I mean thats when i kinda realized im not like, imagining or overplaying my feelings

wcrabw:
Wait wait wait
Is any of your hesitation coming from your past relationships as well

staryoung:
Yeah
You caught the same thing I did?

wcrabw:
That he absolutely doesnt fit your type? Yeah
But, you know, types can change

staryoung:
Thats the weird part, has my type actually changed? How do i know?

mc_microphone:
Some people dont even have or follow types, you know

staryoung:
...true
Aw man yeah i really like him

iguess_imduck:
Okay i hate to say it but i think we knew that before you did
If you're only just figuring it out

dont-k:
Sorry to make myself seem even more naive but I dont see the problem?
If you now know you like him, i get that he's not a people person but
Hes super close with you? This doesnt seem that hard to know where to go now

staryoung:
There are two catches here from what i can see
but im caught up in it all so let me know if im wrong
1, while i might be able make it past the not a people person part, that's like, all up to fate
And jihoon, mostly up to him
Then 2, Yeah we're super close, that's the issue. What if he wants to stay that way?

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