Hello~!
Quick warning this chapter is going to touch on some of the same topics as chapter [S26], so homophobia and/or homophobic themes, because this chapter kind of retells what happened in chapter [S26], just wanted to mention that going in!
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private chat !
iguess_imduck & onlyhalfangel
onlyhalfangel:
Hi!
Are you doing okay?
iguess_imduck:
Yes?
Weird hearing from you like this
But yeah im okay
onlyhalfangel:
Okaaaay...
You sure?
I mean you dont have to tell me anything but like
Oh my god I dont know how to do this im sorry hAHA
iguess_imduck:
What?
Do what? And what would i tell you?
Im lost
onlyhalfangel:
Okay so, you seemed... unlike yourself today in the group
And im wondering if something happened
You dont have to tell me, but maybe talk to someone?
Wonwoo and soonyoung are worried about you, frankly everyone is
Seungcheol?
iguess_imduck:
...
Well
You're right, im not doing that great
But its my problem, not yours, so i wont make you listen to me
onlyhalfangel:
wait please dont think i dont wanna hear or dont have time
I wanna help if i can, tell me everything
Or well, as much you want to
What i mean is, talk to me
iguess_imduck:
Suuuure
Okay so,
This is gonna be long, bare with me
Remember that conversation we had forever ago like right when we all first met?
And somehow we started talking about sexualities?
onlyhalfangel:
Yeah, i remember that
And i remember how you answered if thats your next question
iguess_imduck:
Okay great,
So, i kind of, hid a whole lot from you guys
onlyhalfangel:
Yeah, definitely
Okay that was not the right time for that, sorry
iguess_imduck:
No its alright, its on me anyway, i DID hide a L O T
and i'm actually kind of glad we're not walking on eggshells with this conversation
But like, you all actually don't know much about me
For example... I'm gay... or at least into guys in some way
I had just never said anything about it cause I was little weird on it
And uh
Oh boy how do i cover this next thing
onlyhalfangel:
Anyway you need to, because im assuming its serious
Take your time
iguess_imduck:
So i have another friend group kinda, more like my cousins came back around but we're more like friends than cousins whatever
And like, the one cousin, called me out on it when we all met up and said a lot about hating me and how I choose to live or whatever
Then he made everyone else choose a side and they picked him and left
So much for that reunion, right?
onlyhalfangel:
Oh my god what?? Im so sorry that fcking awful
iguess_imduck:
Its alright, im doing okayish
I mean, im trying to anyway
I know it could've been worse, like I could've been cursed out more or whatever
He didn't go all in with his words But that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt, ya know?
Damn im about to cry again
onlyhalfangel:
Would it help if someone could be with you right now?
You know wonwoo and soonyoung would jump to help you feel better in a heartbeat
iguess_imduck:
But then i'd have to explain why
And while soonyoung may not be able to tell if i lied,
His wonderful loving and believing and also dumb self
wonwoo will definitely know
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