➴ 𝐖𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐖𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 ღ 𝑺𝑽𝑻 𝑬𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒆

[RQ38] once again

chatting !
the mics are ON

skyhoon:
Yeah so i fcked up

dont-k:
Oh no :(((
Did it go poorly?

skyhoon:
It didnt go anywhere

mc_microphone:
?
Ohhhhh
Ji come on

skyhoon:
oh im SORRY
None of you know how scary this is for me

mc_microphone:
Ji we told you he likes you as well, please take our word for it and just tell him
There is nothing you can lose here

skyhoon:
Alright listen i know that but my brain refused to accept that so here we are

dont-k:
Did we do something to make our word untrustworthy :( is that why

skyhoon:
No no I meant
Honestly i dont know what i meant
i promise im not mad at you guys though
This is all me and my trash brain

shua_dubiduba:
Just got here whats up
Oh
O h

onlyhalfangel:
Huh
Oh indeed
O h  i n d e e d
Ji

skyhoon:
Shut up

shua_dubiduba:
Ji

skyhoon:
No
Im fine
Everythings okay

onlyhalfangel:
Its definitely not though

skyhoon:
Yes it is
Im leaving

onlyhalfangel:
Nope nope stay here, lets talk

skyhoon:
Hannie

onlyhalfangel:
.
okay
Get some rest ji, you need it

skyhoon:
bye

shua_dubiduba:
Why'd you let him go?
Thought we were gonna do the things
Comfort, interrogate, all of it

onlyhalfangel:
He never calls me hannie
Aka hes actually not up to dealing with us
I know we want the best for him
(and frankly for him to suck it up and tell soonyoung)
But he needs time right now, otherwise he'll get to a breaking point

dont-k:
What can we do in the meantime?

onlyhalfangel:
Not much
Anything we tell him is something that will be hard to believe and any extra stress will reset progress
We may just have to leave him alone

shua_dubiduba:
Leave him alone by how much

mc_microphone:
Shua...

shua_dubiduba:
No no im not planning something i just mean
Like what if someone else who isnt aware of all this says something in the group chat?
Like if ji is currently a ticking time bomb and they set him off without knowing
Can we set up damage control without telling everyone jihoon's personal business?

dont-k:
Or do we just have to let it all be

shua_dubiduba:
Exactly

onlyhalfangel:
I really dont know you guys
Honestly I just hope he's alright
And im wondering how soonyoung is feeling
Do you think he's noticed jihoon's emotional withdrawal at all?

mc_microphone:
I havent heard anything from him but that doesnt necessarily mean anything

shua_dubiduba:
Alright well
Best case scenario?
Some miracle occurs and jihoon tells soonyoung how he feels finally and soonyoung accepts happily ever after blah blah blah
Whats the worst case scenario?

onlyhalfangel:
Do we really wanna think about that

dont-k:
Not really

shua_dubiduba:
Im thinking...
Soonyoung confronts ji on his personality changes as of late and uh
Things explode
Maybe literally

mc_microphone:
I thought we said not to think about it!

dont-k:
Is there any damage control me and seungkwan can do on our end with soonyoung?

onlyhalfangel:
Maybe dont bring it up? And play it off if soonyoung talks about it?
Actually dont do that
I think we may need to just,,, back out?

shua_dubiduba:
That helps how?

onlyhalfangel:
We dont mess up by getting ourselves involved
We stay as emotional support for them when needed
And let them work it out

dont-k:
But if they never get together...

onlyhalfangel:
Then they never get together

shua_dubiduba:
Arrrrrrrrre you kidding me rn
Nevermind thats the worst case scenario i refuse to let that happen

onlyhalfangel:
josh
Stay out of it

shua_dubiduba:
I will, i'll listen to you
Until things are at risk of dying out
Then i get involved
Im not letting it die

onlyhalfangel:
seriously joshua

shua_dubiduba:
its not just me being a stubborn shippy friend, okay? i know we all think theyre good for each other and when i say that i really mean it
Their dynamic from what ive seen is actually very helpful for both of them, there's so much to balance the other out in them and as such im going to push it a little if i see fit
That doesn't seem like a great excuse but thinking realistically with how they both are, i'm not sure pushing the TEENIEST BIT would hurt
So here i fcking go

dont-k:
You know what? I encourage this

mc_microphone:
Yeah, i think you've thought this through, and you know the limits

shua_dubiduba:
always

onlyhalfangel:
...
Just, dont hurt them?

shua_dubiduba:
Didnt plan on it

dont-k:
Never ever

mc_microphone:
Obviously

onlyhalfangel:
Yeah well, i think we're good for the day
Everyone stay on alert if one of them needs support?

mc_microphone:
On it

dont-k:
yep yep!

shua_dubiduba:
Of course

onlyhalfangel:
Alright
Stay well you guys

dont-k:
<3

//17.38//

I didnt mean? To make this as sad as it turned out??

And um im sorry that this is short its lowkey a plot turning point and the next 2 chapters are exciting although one is still a lil sad but it recovers and woahhh get hyped for the other one

Uhhhhh how do we feel?

Im feeling guilty for hurting my bias like this tbh

I love jihoon and writing this hurts me a lil

oh Hehe time to freak yall out

Ooh~ i wonder if there was any foreshadowing in this chapter ooh~ i wonder what it could be if there was ooh~ or maybe theres not any foreshadowing at all ooh~

Hope yall r scared now, have fun analyzing this chapter over and over until i return

-zi, who DEFINITELY didnt put any foreshadowing anywhere here, no siree