Just for a Moment

44 | Wondering

Early update😁(it's Tuesday at 1 am where I am).

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I believe the drama now is that people think Joshua was abusive towards Olivia after hearing SOUR?

I don't know where that came from, and I've only seen it a couple of times, but what is it about people that can't separate the musical success and the drama, which has no official confirmation by the way.

I understand how some lyrics don't sound like a picture-perfect relationship, but there's no real reason to hate Joshua of all people; there's no proof he did anything wrong.
Also, everyone loves when Ethan supports her (I do too), but those same people lose their shit when Joshua says something positive.

This is my personal opinion, but from all the lyrics, it seems like there were multiple sources of inspiration, not just one.

This is the third time (I think) I've said this, but I am still going to be continuing this book. Because this is a fanfiction story, that's all I see these events as; fake fiction. I see other Jolivia content on here and see them as characters taking us through an author's imagination, not as if they're real-life events.

🚨THIS IS A FANFIC🚨

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While it wasn't great, Joshua could faintly hear the opening chords from the hallway; he was pressing his ear as close to the door as possible.

Seems like a part of me will always have to lose
Every single time I have to choose
Swore that it felt right, but was I wrong?
Is this where I'm supposed to be at all?

I don't have the answers, not today
It's like nothing makes the questions go away
What I'd give to see
If the grass was greener

On the other side of all I've had and lost
Would it be enough,
Or would I still be wondering?

If I could go back and change the past,
Be a little braver than I had,
And bet against the odds
Would I still be lost?
Even if I woke up in my dreams,
Would there still be something I'm missing?
If I had everything,
Would it mean anything?

Julia (Ashlyn) looks between Olivia (Nini) and the lyrics on the paper, silently asking if she'd like to join.

Maybe I should turn around and take the other road,
Or maybe I'm just looking for what I already know
I'm just wondering

Olivia (Nini) sits on the piano bench next to her as Joshua (Ricky) comes around the corner. I feel like my entire body has goosebumps, he notes.

Feels like I might've broke the best thing that I had
I said too much to ever take it back
I'm scared I'll never find something as good
Would I even know it if I could?

If I could go back and change the past,
Be a little braver than I had,
And bet against the odds
Would I still be lost?
Even if I woke up in my dreams,
Would there still be something I'm missing?
If I had everything,
Would it mean anything...
To me?