this is the start of something
don't ask me what; i'm afraid i couldn't tell you
but i have a feeling it's gonna be good for me
at least, i hope
the next time i open my eyes i want to see the world in a brand new light
don't have expectations, or ask for explanations
just wait, & watch, as it unfurls
uncurl my toes, unclench my jaw, release my fists, release a breath
just letting everything happen without thinking about it, without naming it, without blaming it
i don't need to have everything figured out, no matter what they say
i will just exist as i am, as i can
i've been inoculated
this is the end of the poem
But it is the start of something
