maybe i want to hold you like a grudge
maybe i want you to remain in my heart & never budge
maybe i don't have the strength or the courage to speak it
but words unspoken yield hearts unbroken
maybe i'll really tell you someday
all the things that i've been wanting to say
but you, well, you'd probably just run away
scared by what i've declared, missiles of undying love, death from above
surrounding you on all sides; this is why i hide
maybe i'll settle to say that i'll never forget you, never regret you
feelings persisting, i'm barely subsisting
i hold your hand in my head, in my heart, like a gem, like a grudge