A nascent love,
Digging in to my dirty skin, germinating within, growing deeper down, pushing up & above
Sprouting from the base of my spine, up to my brain, green and verdurous
This birth becomes murderous, the vines, tangling, strangling
Aches & pains, growing pains, trauma of birth, death, rebirth, kundalini awakening
You usher the sunrise & sunset alike, bring on the rain, the relief, the pain
I scream as it racks my brain, & every cell, like my DNA is unraveling as it uncoils
I scream as it rips apart my seams, my dreams
The shooting star that you are, so far, that I chased after, wished on, crash lands into me
Leaving a crater where my heart should be
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