Today, my worst nightmare came true
I lost you, too
You
The one who vowed time & time again
That nothing could ever come between us, ever, that there could be no end
Because that's what you so badly wanted
Now I'm left horrifically haunted, by all the broken promises & plans you pitched to the wind
Our fantastical future became the past in a second, ended before it could begin
In a matter of seconds, the kingdom we built for us, my only home, annihilated as if by atom bomb
And I can't believe it, that you're really gone
I can't & I won't, or how could I go on?
Why did I believe something too good to be true?
Why did I ever believe in you?
What do I do with your playlists, your pictures, my stupid heart, my screenshots?
How do I stop loving you? How can I not?
If I say I'm fine in front of the mirror enough times, will I finally be fine?
If I call your name in front of the mirror, will you once more be mine?
You are irreplaceable
I am irreparable
September was supposed to bring so many things
But the end of this summer was the end of my life
Darling, I'm having this terrible dream
Won't you wake me up from this terrible dream?
You are going to, aren't you?
Aren't you?
Oh God, what are you doing?
You can't leave.
Please, don't let me die...
You can't, not like this...
Remember, I was to die in your arms, safe from all harm, gone out with a kiss?
Right now, wake me up with a kiss, like in those fairytales.
How could you leave me for dead, my love, my life?
You're supposed to be my morpheus, my morphine, not a burning knife.
We were meant to be, remember?
We were going to be together forever.
Don't you remember, darling?
Did you forget?
How could you forget?
Can you show me how you did it?
Can you help me forget?
Or if I must die, don't let it be such slow agony.
I beg you, finish me off, just put me out of my misery.
My love, if you ever loved me,
Please, put me out of my misery.
Tell me you love me and it's not a lie,
Or just let me die.
