Ruined my own party
2 nights in a row
There are 6 easy steps
For letting go:
Repress
Distract
Repeat these 2, 3 times
Then you can say with a straight face, & blank eyes, that you're fine
& they might just believe you, & you might believe, too
Fake it
Until you make it
Mind over matter, self-affirmations
Mindlessly mutter some incantations
Start the process of negation
This is letting go, or rather trying
Or maybe it's best called denying
I really think he'll never know
Because I know what I shouldn't show
& so, suppressed, I can't let go
