What have you done to me?
Tell me why I still love you, knowing you're no good for me.
Tell me why,
But tell me no more lies.
Why do I love you?
I don't want to.
But it seems there's nothing I can do.
I want to stay your friend.
I never want to think of you again.
I want you to let me love you.
I don't want to love you.
I want you to love me madly, the way you once did.
I want to forget all of it.
I'm scared to forget any of it.
Why do I love you, no matter how many times you rip apart my heart?
Tell me why I'm forever chasing those who don't return my love, don't want my love,
As if you have any more of a clue than I do,
As if you're the wiser of us two.
Maybe you are,
For you know how to move on without getting scars.
Tell me how to.
Tell me why I write to you every day,
These things you'll never read nor hear me say.
It makes me feel better, but it's only a moment
Before the dread comes back to stay.
