Kpop AMBW Imagines

Hoshi

This is my favorite chapter of this whole book🤍

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A typical story of a nerd & the popular boy . Soon-young , also know as Hoshi was the most popular boy in school . Not for being an athlete or a fuck boy , but for just being a good singer .

He loved to sing & his vocals resonated throughout the whole auditorium when he sang . My only friend would tease me when I stared at him for too long  . It was like love at first sight . His presence made my whole day better & he didn't even know it .

Coincidentally, today I was staying after school with him for choir . We were the only two in the room at the moment & the feeling of being close to him made me giddy inside .

" Hi , I'm Hoshi ".
He smiled.

One thing about Soon- Young that I loved was that even though he was considered popular - he didn't treat anyone badly & was one of nicest people on planet Earth.

" Hi I'm y/n ". I replied . The rest of practice went smoothly .

I was extremely flustered when we finally finished practice & rushed out of the room as soon as it was over .

" Hey . Do you need a ride home "? Hoshi asked before I could leave the school building . I could easily call my best friend , but why miss out on this opportunity .

He opened the door to his car for me & drove me all the way home . He exchanged numbers with me at the end of the ride & even asked me to be friends with him ; although I wanted more.

After, the car ride we kept in touch . The kids at school were so confused by our uncanny friendship .

He soon became my boy best-friend & everything he did , we did together . I tried hard to ignore the burning desire in my heart for something much more , until he called me one night before bed.

" Y/N" ! He shouted excitedly over the phone . I giggled before asking "what".

" I have some exciting news".

I clapped my hands excitedly , waiting anxiously for him to tell me .

" I have a girlfriend  & I'm pretty sure she's the love of my life . I can't wait for - ". I hung up the phone & cried into my hands . I threw his hoodies around my room & sobbed uncontrollably into my pillow .

I drowned my mind into a book to get it off the fact that I lost & that I had to accept it .

I lost the only person who meant something to me to another girl when all I had to do was speak up . I could feel my tender heart breaking down piece by piece & I simply didn't feel like putting it back together .

I opened up my journal , pulling out my ballpoint pen - beginning to write .

" I don't remember falling for you , but I remember landing . I remember the way the world blurred around me. I remember the stinging pain in my knees . I remember the pain of knowing that I had to get up , knowing I had to let go. But , most of all I remember promising myself that next time , I would fall for someone who could catch ".

& with that page entry , I finally went to bed with a heavy heart .