Meet Sienna White. A twenty five year old widowed mother to a four year old daughter. After a horrific accident involving her husband of almost a year left her raising a newborn alone, she hasn't even thought of dating again, mainly because no one...
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SiennaWhite: Loving the weather today, it's perfect for a girl's day.
Erin and Emma had pulled me all over town today, and to be truthful, I didn't mind. I loved spending time with them. We went and got our nails done and got some cute new outfits. I bought Eleanor some new shirts for school and even a pair of black flats that I knew she would like. The only thing was that I wished Sophia could come along too, she would have enjoyed this girls' trip, but I understood morning sickness. I had a horrible sickness with both of my children all the way through. She had promised to come by later today if she was feeling better.
I just got a message from Lisa about how they had made it back to Ryan's and that both Eleanor and Louie were napping. I could just imagine how many times she had Dave go down the slide or push her swing. About this time, we were getting back in Emma's car. She and I were telling me all of the embarrassing stories from when Ryan was little. I had to laugh when Emma told me about him pouting when their parents told him that Erin was a girl and not a boy like he wanted, because I could see him standing there doing it. I couldn't help but feel so comfortable with them. They had become the closest thing to sisters that I have ever had, other than the friendship I had with Sophia. It made my heart swell thinking that I would love for Eleanor to have some siblings. Thinking of that, I had come across El talking while playing in her playhouse, Ryan and Chase got her the other day, saying she'd love to have a little sister.
"After she was born, Ryan would not touch her or get close. I was the opposite; I loved having a sister. Mom let me fix up her hair and choose cute dresses to put on her." She looked at Erin, a smile reaching her eyes as she spoke. I loved that, knowing I was the same when Eleanor was born.
"I had begged my parents growing up to give me a baby sibling. I never understood why they didn't until my mom told me that she even had trouble conceiving me when I was old enough, and then I understood." I told them, remembering when I asked Mom why everyone else had brothers and sisters, and I didn't. She always told me not to worry about it until I was in my teens, then I was told the truth.
"Do you think you'll want more kids?" Erin asked, leaning forward in the backseat to be in the conversation more. I had noticed she was on her phone a bit more than usual, but never really gave it much of a thought. Now the thought of more kids crossed my mind quite a lot.
"Oh yes. I'm an only child, and I was not too fond of that. Sadly, before I had Eleanor, I had given birth to a little boy named Jace. He died before he was even born." I had seen Emma swiftly look at me once I said that, a small gasp leaving her lips. I knew exactly what she was thinking, and I couldn't even imagine trying to tell someone the pain I felt during that time.
