Slugger (Sequel to 'The Jet') Benny Rodriguez

Chapter 35

(A/n: Lol y'all gonna hate me for the end of this chap)

For the past week, you'd been spending time with Benny like your mother said to, sitting with him through everytime he smoked.

Although you were having to hold back tears each time you watched him do it, you knew that it was only temporary, and soon you could stop it.  He appreciated all the time you spent along his side, and realized that maybe he really did crave you more than he did the smoke.

Each time he'd go sit out on the back porch, you would be right behind him, sitting down on the wicker bench your mother had given as a moving gift. You'd lean against him, holding his hand, or just lay your head on his shoulder while his arm was around you.

You didn't know if he was catching on to what you were trying to do, but you figured at the end of the day, it didn't matter. All that mattered now, was trying to get Benny to quit. You were convinced you would.

Tonight was like all the others had been thus far, the both of you curled up on the porch while listening to the crickets chirping through the noise of the soft breeze.

You always hated the smell of cigarette smoke, and breathing it in while sitting next to the person using it, made you feel sick somtimes. You couldn't even imagine what it was probably doing to Benny. You mever understood why people ever even began smoking in the first place. It obviously didn't seem appealing. Breathing in all those nasty chemicals all the time seemed like an knstant turn off, but you supposed some people were just desperate for a fix.

Benny held your hand, and exhaled his last puff of smoke, before putting out the cigarette and leaning in to press a kiss against your forehead.

You needed to do more than just hold his hand, lately you felt you hadn't really gotten his attention, and he kept going for the smoke instead of you. It was apparent that you needed to up the game.

You made sure he was relaxed before you leaned over and pressed a kiss to the crook of his neck. You started out slow, building it up slightly so that the tension would grow in him and turn in a different direction.

He stubbed the cigarette out under his foot and turned to touch you, runnunf his hand over your hip and up your side before setting it on your waist. He brought his lips to yours gently, molding them together in a soft and meaningful kiss. He knew you hated his recently formed habit, and he knew you were having a hard time sitting next to him while he did it, but he adored you for spending the time with him anyway. It was helping him to slow down on his intake.

You swung your leg over his hips, sitting steadily and cupping his face with both hands. He brought one arm around you, making sure your bodies were touching. He groaned at the feeling of your warmth, and bucked his hips up to meet yours intensely. You couldn't help the noise that escaped you when you felt the friction.

"Benny, not out here." You pulled back to murmer the words, though they were a bit muddled together with your heavy breathing.

"Why not?" He asked, capturing your lips again, but you had to pull back and shake your head.

"We get too loud, we'll wake up the neighbors." You explained, and he seemed to understand now, but wasn't going to waste any time. He hoisted you up while he stood, beginning to carry you inside from the porch.

"Say less." He whispered, taking you inside, shutting the door behind him all while you were being carried in his arms, your legs wrapped around his waist.

You giggled softly like a child, excitedly grinning when he reached both of your room. He set you down on the bed, keeping himself between your legs as he came over top of you.

You'd only now noticed that he kicked the door shut on the way in, and you pushed him back slightly, crawling up the bed to taunt him.

"It's been a while." You said, trying to tease him, although making him wait was his only torture.

"C'mon love, I need you." He said, coming back over you, trying to roam your body with the hand he wasn't supporting himself with. You grabbed the hand and smirked at him.

"Dime que quieres." You knew how mean and truthfully annoying you were being, but you simply couldn't help enjoy the power you had. You always had this power before, it was only now you'd decided to use it.

'Tell me what you want.'

"Te quiero ... quiero estar dentro de ti. Quiero sentirte Te necesito ahora..." He trailed off, pressing kisses into the crook of your jaw, trailing down your neck and chest.

'I want you... wanna be inside you. Wanna feel you. I need you, now...'

You had chills coming over you at the words, and the way they so effortlessly rolled off his lips without eveb having to think before saying them.

"Toma lo que quieras, ángel."

Benny seemed to come unhinged at the words, pulling you downwards and yanking your legs up around him again. He rolled his hips against yours over and over, seeing how far he could push you before you would need him as badly as he needed you right now.

"Take what you want, angel."

He sat back for only a second, taking his shirt off before he was pulling you up with him. He found the hem of your top with ease, ridding it to the floor as well as your bra in only a matter of seconds.

He pushed you back into the pillows, a bit rougher with you now that you'd given him permission to take what he wanted. He always had to restrain himself though, never wanting to be too rough with you incase he ever did something to hurt you.

You loved it when he was a bit more rough, but you knew how sensitive he was about using hus strength over you, and you never pushed him. You also loved his soft side, and how gentle he was with you even through the roughness. He made you feel as though you were being taken care of, and not just used to get off. You'd never felt that way with Benny.

He had made you a whimpering mess in only seconds, but alas, the only thing that could possibly bring Benny's movements to a halt just had to begin. The cry of a four month old baby that needed it's mother was loudly calling from the nursery.

Benny sighed, pulling back and sitting on the edge of the bed, pullung his shirt back on.

"I'll get him." You kicked his movements, pulling om your shirt and standing to your feet.

"I can do it if you-"

"I'll get him.... but don't worry, we  aren't finished here." You smirked at him as you left the room. The sweet little baby boy was heard louder and louder as you approached his room.

You hoped little Ben would sleep through the night after this. You and Benny never got as much time together after your kids were born, which before, you were totally fine with... but right now, you needed to be with him more than ever. You needed to stop him from forming a bad habit that could last potentially his whole life before killing him at some point.