The One That Got Away : Here Tonight [Completed]

Chapter 48 : Research Defense

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Lumipas ang ilang lingo at february na natapos na ang ibang requirements namin, ngayon kailangan lang namin i-defense ang research na nagawa namin.

How can you say when you are inlove with someone? : The different level of love

"Super interesting ng topic nyo kaya inaasahan ko ang magandang resulta" wika ni Mr. Javier "Be ready after ng group nila Mr. Emerson ay kayo na, mag ready din kayo ng something about sa panel"

"Noted po Mr. Javier" wika ko

"O'sya in saturday, 1 afternoon dapat nandito na kayo may dalawang araw kayo para mag ready, tatlo kayong mag defense kasama ang grupo nila Mr. Emerson"

"Copy Mr. Javier" wika ni Zarah

Tumayo na kami bago ayusin ang gamit namin. Sabay sabay naman kami lumabas ng university at pumasok sa isang cafe sa tapat ng school.

"Defense na lang talaga ang problema natin ngayon then after nito ay pwede na tayo mag ayos para sa senior ball" wika ng isa naming Kagrupo

Nag order lang kami ng cake at inumin namin bago umupo sa mga upuan na nandoon.

Nilabas ko ang laptop ko at ganun din sila.

"Keith kamusta na yung mga papel natin?" wika ko habang naka tutok sa laptop ko

"Naka book bind na kukunin na lang bukas" sagot ni Keith

"Okay so..." wika ko "Nasabi ko na naman ang part nyo sa reporting diba"

Sumagot sila sa tanong ko at nag simula na ulit kami aralin ang aming defense.

Sa pag gawa namin ng resaerch na ito ay ang dami kong natutunan mula sa mga na interview namin na tao. May pinag kaiba pala talaga ang infatuation at love.

Pinindot ko ang isang video kung saan nag interview kami ng isang matandang naging kapitbahay ng isa kong kagrupo.

"How can you say when you're inlove and what level do you think it's that?" tanong ni Zarah sa background sa isang matandang lalake. Nag salita naman ako at nag explain ng different at level ng love.

"Well for me, I can say that I'm in love with my wife when the day that I met her, I can say that I'm secure about her and that is love" wika ng matandang lalake

"Well let me say about the infuation thing. I was 18 yrs old when I first met my first girlfriend, she was 17 yrs old way back then, and she's beautiful, sexy in short she's like a model, that is why I confess my feelings and I court her, she make butterfly in my stomach, I feel the slow motion around us. In days after she said yes and we become couple for many months.

But you know that I Ahm... I feel jealous when someone to talk her, I feel jealous when someone makes her happy, I want her to be with me everyday, I want her attention, I want her time, I want her to stay with me 24/7, but I know it's possible because we're too young, imagine, we're just teenager and I demand her time. She always said that 'I will never live you' I  trust her, but I don't trust myself. And I feel the insecurities for the men around her.

After a months we break up. I feel the anxiety because I think I can't live without her, she's my world, my oxygen. Funny to say but I try to end up my life because that day I think... I think that Ahm... I think that I can't live without her my life is useless without her.