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DIARY ENTRY 3

Dear Diary

Okay okay, I don't know where to start from. *Takes deep breaths* TAIYO JUST KISSED ME! Like yeah not on lips but YOU GET IT!

I never ever in my life thought would kiss someone and that too TAIYO!! I don't even know how to react. I mean I was angry on him for bringing me to a God knows what place that is really far from MY home and suddenly we got into a heated moment!! THAT'S INSANE! 

And that too he just acted like nothing happened leaving me dumbfounded. I was so so so soooo shaken up that I couldn't stop staring at the sky until I came back to my senses. But that is not what's troubling me.

I am scared how will we survive for only he knows how long without not killing each other. I can't just have a wet dream about him, and then have him train me and then became all heated up. It would be so awkward and I hate awkwardness.

But, I am worried about Mom and Dad too. Well, mostly Dad because I know he will freak out when he realizes I am not in the Tower. This is getting so weird. I don't even know what to do!! 

Anyway, I think I should go or else I won't be able to stop. See ya later diary (If I am lucky enough to survive these days.)

Till later

-Ari

I dropped my diary with a sigh. What an incredibly dreadful day. After out little "moment" I wasn't even able to look at Taiyo without blushing. And I know that will only increase his teasing.

Ugh he is so dumb, stupid, asshole, female dog, hot, sexy, well buil- Stop.

I looked around my room. It was not as big as the one in Tower. A small and cozy room. With a small bed for one person and a wooden table right in front of it. There was a side table near the bed as well. I was currently sitting on my bed. 

I got no sleep last night and Taiyo did said that I should get some rest before we start. Without wasting any time I quickly snuggled under the blankets and fell deep into slumber. 

*Time skip*

"WAKE UP!" 

"AHHH!" I fell down from the bed. Ow. Who the hell woke me up!

I looked up, still rubbing my sore forehead and saw Taiyo. You got to be kidding me! 

"WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!?" I yelled at him and wince as I removed my hand from my forehead. I am going to cry. This hurts so much. 

"You need to keep your emotions under control. The weather revolves around your emotions. The more you feel, more energy you give to the weather." He said bluntly. This frustrates me. 

"Look, you have no idea what my powers are and how to control them. I have trained myself for 2 years and I am pretty sure I am well with controlling it. Your job is to help me destroy Trigon and that's it." I said in a low voice. His eyes narrowed as they burned with anger. 

"This is my job. To destroy Trigon, you need control your emotions as well as your over confidence. You get up. We need to get ready for warm up."

And with that he left, slamming the door shut. 

Wait, did he just said I am over confident?

Suddenly my whole body filled with anger. THAT SON OF A- 

He is right. 

YOU ARE MY CONSCIENCE! NOT HIS! 

Yeah, unfortunately.

I ignored her as I kicked whatever came in my view. I kicked the invisible dust, I kicked my shoes. I kicked everything! 

Dumbass!

*Time Skip*

"So we will start with meditation." Taiyo said. I was still angry at him but I quietly followed his steps. It has been a while since I meditated. 

I sat in Indian position and slowly levitated. I joined my index finger and thumb together on my both hands and settled them on my knees. Taking a deep breath, I closed my eyes.

"Do you have a mantra?" I heard Taiyo's voice. It was soft and calm. I nodded

"Tell me." He said. 

"Azarath Metrion Zinthos" I told him and opened my eyes. Taiyo was levitating as well, in the same position as mine. 

"This was my mother's mantra. When I was little, I used to hear her meditate in her room and repeating this again and again. At first, I never understood but she taught me how to meditate and gave me this mantra." 

I smiled at the sweet memory of me and my mother meditating.

*Flash back*

"Mommy, why are siting that way?" I asked my mommy. She was siting on a mat with her legs crossed. She looked at me and smiled. 

"I am siting this way because I am meditating." She said. I tilted my head at her. 

"Me-di-ting?" I tried to speak that. Mommy laughed and patted the space next to her. I sprinted and sat next to her, and replicated her position. 

"Meditating. It helps to keep my mind at peace and gives me calmness." Mommy explained softly. 

"So, can I do that too?" I asked. Mommy nodded, smiling at me. 

"Anyone can meditate. Meditation is a way to find your inner peace. It connects our soul and mind together. We can find answers to mystery of this world by practicing it." 

"I can solve mysteries!?" I exclaimed. Mommy laughed again and nodded. "Tell me!"

"Okay okay, first sit down and close your eyes..."

*Flash back end*

Taiyo smiled a little and nodded his head. 

"So I take this as you know how to meditate, right?" He asked.

"Of course." I said and huffed. He smirked and shook his head. 

"So, let's start meditating."

UPDATEEEEEE! I CLEARLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO RIGHT HERE SOOO, VOTE AND COMMENT
PEACE AND LOVE ✌💖

-peehoo.