Gangsta's crush ( Taehyung And Female Character)

Decision

Sometimes in life, we have to make decision - hard decision. The notion before making a decision is obviously hard but implementing and living with decision -is indeed difficult. Some decision are easy to make, some are hard to deal but it's we, who have to choose that particular alternative which won't make us regret our decision in future. Decision could be manipulated, moved or forced, the future changes with the unknown variables, but it's up to us to not get distracted from the right path. Regretting the decision in future, which was made on the spur of the moment, can be avoided if we study both the sides of a coin.

It was already hard for Y/n to decide whom she is going to give her heart-

 On one end stood the charming barista who was her boss, given her security of job as well as become a true friend in time of need, showed her that not everyone is adamant to make your life hard, we can enjoy small moments of life, not mop around. He made her blush hard with his antics whilst on the other hand stood the dashing mafia who was nothing but a sweetheart to her, breaking all stereotypes, wormed his way in her heart, racing it with his charms. 

A good but devilish handsome man or a bad but sweet mafia? Sure the qualities cannot be in one person.

Her mind had listed all the pros and cons on her mind, a rather long list if made known, but she wanted to make this decision with her heart and feelings, not with a materialistic mentality like she did every time. She wasn't one to move or fool with cheat flirts, or riches and forced herself to accept others because of their strong emotions but this time her heart was involved and she didn't want to regret her decision in future. She was independent enough to take care of herself, her brother was providing her, didn't need another man but for once a promise for romantic future, ecstatic mornings, blissful lunch on picnics, secret late night calls, makes her blush every time.

Her heart races for both man- when Taehyung kisses her forehead, talk to her like she's the most important person in his life, flirts with her and only her, wearing his heart on his sleeves for her. When V saves her from danger, dots her with his caring nature, made her feel like she's his life, give her attention, treated her like she's some china doll, caring with fragility. But after the interesting meeting in the cafe, meeting with Taehyung, she realizes her feelings, that her heart had already made up it's own mind and she was just a spawn in the hands of feelings and fate. She wanted to tell her decision as fast as she can, not wanting to delay and hurt anyone with false illusions.

"Yes, she was happy and bouncy on her way to car. How many time do I have to recite this?" Jimin was irritated with Taehyung's silly questions. He left Y/n when she requested him to go alone and since he had come in the mansion, he was forcibly dragged in V's room where he was already changed from his Taehyung's attire.

"I don't know why I feel uneasy" Taehyung had been juggling with his two personalities since morning. First he had to say a cheerful goodbye to Y/n as V, wishing her best for the meeting. Then he was yeeted out of the mansion by his brother. He changed himself in casual cafe owner's attired inside the car, it was ridiculous when he came out of the car with no pants.

Fortunately Jimin was in-charge to get Y/n fashionably late or she would have get the worst surprise of her life. Boy, rushed out of the cafe from backdoor when Y/n left, speeding his car nearly made friends with electric pole but dejected when informed by a laughing Jungkook who was sprawled on the couch that Y/n wasn't coming later. The text by Jimin was unseen by a rushing mafia.

"Why are you nervous Tae? Isn't it good that she was happy to see Taehyung which is you?" Jin asked whilst already knowing what his younger brother was thinking.

"But what if she wants him in the end"

"And what's the problem then?" Namjoon asked not getting the problem of Tae's mental breakdown.

"I don't know hyung but it's like my facade of a normal barista, who is innocent and clean from every heinous crimes won over the troubled mafia who got his innocence snatched in childhood and was forced to enter in the crime world for the vengeance of his parent's death. I feel like I have lost even though it was me in the end, whom she was choosing"

"But Tae, isn't it good that she choose Taehyung instead of V who have hidden his face all the time. If she choses V then you would have to remove your mask at some point of time and then she was gonna feel betrayed" Hobi reasoned trying to make his leader feel better.

"I feel like I fucked up by playing two life"

"Told you so" Jin commented sassily. Everyone looked at him in disgust that he was still joking in the time of seriousness. But Jin knew this was gonna happened. Taehyung was obsessed with Y/n at first but redeem himself by not forcing his feelings on her. But he chickened out on telling her, his real identity, because he thought she would left him after knowing his real line of work. He played two lives because he was a coward in admitting his realities and lies to Y/n, now he's regretting when everything's going to fall in next couple of hours. 

"Please hyung! stop with your sarcasm and tell me a solution" Tae pleaded shamelessly.

"I think you should tell her the truth before she makes a decision, she gonna feel betrayed, poor girl gonna think we played her, with her emotions" Jin said while patting his back in encouragement. Others joined, agreeing with the only solution.

"I think you are righ- " Taehyung was cut off by his ringing of his phone. He was carrying two phones while going to cafe in case if Y/n calls him. Loud ringing was coming from his back pockets, the call was coming from Y/n. What did she wanted to talk with V? The guys shared a look among themselves already knowing that the beautiful girl was gonna crush V's heart by giving a polite rejection.

They stupidly saw how V's facial changes from the short call.

"What did she say?" Jimin asked nervously.

"She told me come near Han river" 

"Good luck with the beautiful rejection, dude" Jungkook retorted and ran away before anyone could beat him.

Y/n was standing, hunched over the rails, looking deep in the water feeling the tranquility contrast with her filled mind. Now that she thinks, it's quite early to throw herself in a relationship after living like a single nun for nearly twenty years. She shouldn't make haste decisions but she couldn't ignore the aching pain in her heart, attracted with fine specimen. She wants to solve this issue, without dragging it much, before going back to her previous life.

In her distance stood two bodyguards stationed by Jimin before he left her here to get fresh air, after her pleading. He could have never left her in danger without taking security measures.

After meeting with Taehyung, she knew for whom her heart raced and act like a fool. She didn't want to loose him by taking much time when he had proven that he could wait for her lifetime.

She knew the mafia life wasn't for her, even though she like the guys and a certain brown hair person more but she wasn't ready for the lurking danger after she was expose to their enemies. She wanted the uncertainty out of her life.

"Hey Y/n-ah" A deeper melodious broke her train of thoughts and she turned around to see the much awaited man. He stood in his usual but dashing attire. Black suit adorned his fitted figure and a white mask hiding his face which she guessed would be handsome suitable to his dangerous lifestyle.

She had prepared to tell her the decision but now that he was standing before her in fine suit, words become hard to sprout. Taking a long breathe, she opened her mouth to spoke her mind.

" V, I was waiting- " suddenly the world darkened around her.

A/n :-

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-by dork