Gangsta's crush ( Taehyung And Female Character)

Deja vu

(Y/N's Pov)

It's been almost 2 hours since Taehyung left. The interrogation of my brother's got serious afterwards, I don't even know how did Tae manage to answer them with ease without shedding a sweat?

From the day I gain sense when i was a child, I know for a fact that my Oppa can either be very sweet as candy or bitter like bitter gourd. 

During our phone calls and FaceTime, I had unknowingly slip Tae's name which triggers my brother who doesn't like any men's presence around me. I had assured him that he is nice guy but Oppa wasn't having it.

It was a total shock when Chanyeol Oppa invited him for lunch with a grin. It was out of character to welcome a stranger but I didn't question and dismissing it. Well he had a sense to detect bad personalities which had really helped during our time at high school an Uni.

Maybe my brother had sense a good aura behind Tae. I know for a fact that Oppa doesn't easily took anyone in our friend circle but watching him grinning and laughing with Tae surely took me off guard.

Also something isn't right with me. There is a constant tension around me whenever Tae is with me. I sometimes forget how to act in front of him, mind calculates my every next move making me anxious to not get embarrassed before him.

This feeling enhances since I opened the door for Tae where I got whiplash with his handsomeness. I knew that he is a handsome guy and sweetness flows from his personality but at that time he appears almost ethereal- out of this mortal realm.

His perfect symmetrical face, scattered bangs on once exposed forehead giving him a super model look. My eyes couldn't leave his beautiful orbs which had my reflection displayed on its depth making me swirl in the pool .

But I got distracted from a cute mole settle below his straight nose on right side like a perfect beauty spot. I stole a glance over his body and got lost in his muscles flexing and curves hiding behind his oh so casual clothes. How can someone look this godly in mere normal dress?

For a second I feared for his next move when he put his face near me. I thought that he would try to steal a kiss like those twisted people who had succeed in traumatizing me. If not for my brother then i would have been seize in their nasty clutches.

I thought that maybe today I would lose my first kiss but Tae surprised me by giving a small peck on my crown. I was over the moon with his pure intentions but there was a little disappointment in the back of my heart. Was I really eager to kiss him? Would i return his kiss if he made the first move?

But his ignorance towards my shyness and bashfulness confused me. I never got a clear signal from him confirming whether he likes me or not. He acts more than a close friend and less than a lover but sometimes too affectionate. I never want to jump in a wrong conclusion and ruin my perfect friendship with him.

When Oppa asked him about his work he paused for a second making me bewildered with his hesitation. Did he work somewhere else too? 

And when Oppa exposed me, a flush expression grew on my face. I may or may not prepared his favourite dishes knowingly but just I wanted to impress him. Why i am so keen in impressing him. This is all a new feeling to me.

I never felt this much attraction towards someone. I maybe got admired by some people but either they were perverts or have bad intentions. Sometimes i think that i only attracts perverts  which made my lonely through out my teen and adult age.