What's a Riddle?

Pansy

| Warning: This chapter has mention of attempted sexual assault. If you're sensitive to this topic either read with caution, or go to the next chapter. You could also find another book to read. It's not my intention to trigger anyone in anyway. |

   "Okay now get the fuck off me Theo!" "But we were having a good time." "I have other things to do. I'm also not in the mood anymore." "Fine I'll leave." "Bye you little cunt! Asshole."
I don't know why I stopped hooking up with Theo. It might be because I'm worried Roxanne will walk in on me. Oh wait. She's not here. Well I guess no hookup for me today. I always felt bad when Roxanne would walk in on me because she's a virgin. I don't know what she thinks in her head when she sees me fucking some guy. But she's probably thinking why the hell can't this bitch lock the door. I actually should get in the habit of locking the door. Anyways, I really miss Roxanne. She's really fun to hangout with even though she's not interested in drugs and sex. Oh well we all have our likes and dislikes. It's annoying because the Ministry just takes people to fix their problems that they create. Like what the fuck is the point of that? Out of all people they take. They take my fucking roommate. It actually makes me cry sometimes thinking she's not here to spend time with me. I always remember this one moment between us that will always be with us.
     "What do you think about fishnet stockings and a skirt?" "I think it would look great on you." "Yeah you're right." "Enjoy the party." "I need to ask you something." "What?" "I found this fucking gorgeous outfit that you could wear to the pa-." "No, nope. Absolutely not!" "Oh come on it will be fun." "You know I hate parties. I only go there to figure out stupid ass motherfuckers." "That's why we are going to break you out of your comfort zone. Now get dressed." I bought her a lace pullover with sleeves with a black crop top tank to go underneath. The look completed with black pants with killer black boots. Once she stepped out in her complete look, I was fucking amazed. "Roxanne, you look fucking great!" "Pans I am extremely uncomfortable right now." "Please listen to me. You look like goddess, and even though you wear sweatpants and t-shirts on free days. It absolutely destroys me." "So can I take it off now?" "Nope. We need to add makeup." "Oh please Pans let me stay here." "Absolutely not!" I dragged her to my makeup kit, and put on a natural makeup look. Eyeliner, mascara, and natural lipstick. She looked so fucking amazing it almost took my breath away. "There. All done. Don't you look amazing?" "I look weird." "That's because you haven't dressed like this ever in your life. Now let's go to the party and have an amazing time." This party was so fucked up. We were fourth years at the time, and this party made everything different.
This party...absolutely everything went wrong. During the party as I expected, Roxanne stayed sober the entire night while I got crazy drunk. She didn't dance with anyone, and just sat on the couch like she always did. I knew that's where her comfort place was so decided to not bother her. I didn't expect anything bad to happen, until the absolute worst happened.
     I was lured into a room with Cedric Diggory. I didn't really like him, but I didn't even know what I was doing. All I could remember was him trying to finger me, and I kept pushing him off me. He was so aggressive, and really wanted to fuck me. I felt like I was in danger, but I couldn't do anything because I was drunk. He started to corner me while I was staring to black out. But before anything could happen I heard the door open, and heard yelling. From the corner of my eye, I saw Roxanne punching the fuck out of Cedric. I still couldn't move, but I was able to see. Before I completely passed out. I saw Draco, and Enzo grab her arms and take her out of the room. While Blaise and Adrian dragged Cedric out of the room. Astoria, and Theo came into the room, and ran to me. Once they did I passed out, and didn't remember anything.
    I woke up in my dorm with a bucket next to my bed. I also woke up to Roxanne with a bandage over her fist. "What happened?" "Cedric tried to rape you, and I walked in on him. I gave him a good enough beating to get sent to the hospital wing." "He didn't fuck me right?" "No, but he tried. I'm glad I went looking for you." "I saw Draco drag you away." "He told me he heard Cedric calling out for help, and he got me off him." "How did he know about the situation?" "He saw you on the ground, and connected the dots because he told the guys to drag him away and to get you help." "Thank you Roxanne for helping me." "No need to thank me Pans. I'll always look out for you."
    That party was the worst party, but my roommate saved me, and it's one of those moments that brought us closer. Sometimes, traumatic things happen and something good can come out of it. We were kinda friends before that party, but it was mostly me trying to break her out of everything that made her comfortable. Now we're just two friends, and roommates who look after each other. I'm still forever grateful for what Roxanne did that night. It will make me more happy to know that I have a friend who will always look out for me. But now she's not here, and I've been trying to stay away from parties. Because when I go to parties I always end up drinking, and I don't know if I can control myself. So I do my best to stay away from them in order to be safe until Roxanne gets back.