What's a Riddle?

Tom

| This chapter has mentions of depression, and deep sad thoughts. If you're sensitive to any of these topics. Either read with caution, or go to the next chapter. You could also find another book to read. It's not my intention to trigger anyone in anyway. |

        I saw Roxy run out from under the stairs, and away from the other death eaters. "Looks like she can't handle murder. Not a good thing that would please your father." Bellatrix sneered. "Shut up!" "What? You going after the little lamb?" Bellatrix asked. "Of course I am." "Don't expect her to do anything calm wise. She just saw you be apart of a brutal murder." I didn't respond, and just walked away to the sound of Bellatrix laughing. That bitch really needs to go.
I chased Roxy all the way to her dorm, and she was hyperventilating. But it's a good thing she's going to her room because she needs to pack. We're leaving in thirty minutes.
   I walked into her dorm to see her standing by the window controlling her breathing. "Roxy, I was going to tell you." "When? When you wanted me to join your little murder group?" "I didn't know how to tell you." "How many people have you killed?" "Multiple." "You do realize that I didn't even know that goddamn cunt was in your little group? She murdered my father, and just laughed at my mentors death." "Listen-." "Why should I listen to you? Because now I'm stuck between giving up my life so I can be a murderer!" "You're not going to!" "Then what am I doing?" "I was able to convince my father to give me the mansion. It's our now, but you have to come with me and meet him. And you will have to get along with the others! I'm packing your bags because you said you would be with me. You're not going anywhere! You belong to me. Now sit down, and you can watch your memories of this school go into a fucking bag! Get over your fucking fathers death. Because he's dead, and honestly I wanted to kill him. But I knew if I did it you would never forgive me. So when Bellatrix killed your father I was finally happy. Because that asshole treated you like shit, I'm glad he's dead!" Tears started to fill her eyes, and I grabbed her bag and started to fill it with clothes. I've never let my anger out this much. But she needed to know the truth.
   Once I packed her bag, I grabbed her arm and dragged her out of the dorm. She tried to pull her arm away, but I was stronger than her. All I felt was rage, and aggression. She needs to be with me. She's mine, and that's all to it. Why should she belong to herself when she belongs to me?
We finally got to the train station, and I could feel the tension. "Tom, I don't think this a good idea anymore." "What are you talking about? It was your fucking idea." "I know it was my idea, but I'm thinking it's best I stay behind." "You're fine." "But my friends I still haven't said my final goodbyes to them, and I haven't even made peace with all the secrets my mother had." I got on the train while she was holding my hand on the platform. "You're fine. Let's go, it's going to be alright." She was looking down refusing to get on the train. "Roxy!" She looked up at me with tears in her eyes. I knew I made a mistake. I knew shouldn't have said those things to her, because now she's scared and she doesn't want to leave. What the fuck did I do? "Come on, please." More tears fell down her face, and her breathing went up again. "Roxy, please. I'm sorry for what I said. I love you." "I'm sorry." "What?" Way more tears came down her face. "I came go with you, Tom. I just can't I'm sorry. I'll always love you, and I hope you will do the same for me."
   She let go of my hand, and the doors to the train closed shut. More tears came down her face, and for the first time in awhile I felt some tears come down my face. The train started to leave, and I saw her slowly disappear even though she wasn't moving from the platform. All of a sudden...all I could see is darkness. I couldn't see her anymore. I sat down on a bench and started crying hysterically. I've never felt this much pain in my entire fucking life, and I don't think I've ever been happy. Until I met her. She brought light to my life even when I didn't want it. She fucking saved my life. I've never loved someone as much as her, and it breaks me