What's a Riddle?

Pansy

Honestly, I've been in these situations before...I don't want to go to class. I'm going back to a dark place, and I'm already in a world of worry for Roxanne. She needs to be alright, she has to be alright. What the fuck is going on this week? Something feels strange, like something bad is about to happen. I can't explain the feeling, it just feels like things will hit all hell very soon.
   I fell asleep the entire day, and I woke up to Roxanne looking through the pages of a journal. "What the fuck?!" "It's two in the morning." "How long have you been back?" "Two days I guess." "How are you doing?" "Pans, I came here to talk to you." "What do you mean?" "I'm leaving Hogwarts soon." "What?!" "I promise I'll be alright. I'm going with someone who saved my life." "Who?" "Do you remember the new kid Thomas?" "Yeah. He randomly disappeared." "He was the person who kidnapped me. His real name is Tom Riddle, and he's Voldemort's son." "You're fucking lying." "At first I hated him, but then I fell in love with him. He's made me feel alive again, and I've chosen to leave Hogwarts to be with him." "So that person you stayed those nights with, was him?" "Yes." "Jesus fucking Christ." "I'm leaving in a week and or two." "Why in two weeks?" "He told me that he has a final assignment to finish before he departs, and he's taking me with him." "So are you becoming a death eater?" "I don't know." "Have you told Harry?" "I'm not going to tell him." "Why?" "Because he will hate me forever." "Well he will eventually find out." "I know. But I'd rather be with Tom than stay here." "Promise me you will send me letters." "I would never leave you out to die Pans." "Thank you."
   I brought her into a hug, and noticed the journal she was holding. "What's that?" "My fathers journal of adventures. Places he made memories with my mom." "Damn, are you going to see them?" "Possibly." "Well let me know how everything goes." "I will, I promise."
   Roxanne walked out of my room, and in a few minutes Hermione walked in. "Hi Pansy." "Hey beautiful." "I wanted to check on you." "Thank you." "Is everything alright?" "Yes, and no. I'm going to miss Roxanne so much." "What do you mean?" "I don't think I'll ever see her again." "What the fuck does that mean?" "It means she is going somewhere else that's far away. She's my best friend. I don't know how I can take this." "Why don't you go with her?" "Because I know she deserves peace." "But you two are friends. Just talk to her." "It's too late. She's already gone." I fell onto the floor sobbing thinking about never seeing Roxanne again. I've been friends with her from the very beginning. She means so much to me, and she's done so much to save me. I don't know how I'm going to take this. Because now she really is gone. I know she's never coming back unless something happens. I can tell this is the last time I see her, and it tears me apart.