Roxanne

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| Warning: This chapter has blood, suicide, self harm, and depression. If you're sensitive to any of these topics. Either read with caution, or go to the next chapter. You could also find another book to read. It's not my intention to trigger anyone in anyway. I'm sorry for ending the book this way. I hope you enjoyed reading it. |

The next morning I walked down to the same beach I was born at. The water is beautiful, and the breeze was so perfect. The clouds were grey, but they matched everything about this beach. I could feel every emotion that has been shown on this beach.
I never go to the beach, but I was alone. I've never been in so much pain, but also felt at peace. I needed to feel peace again. If only it didn't have to come to this. I was being honest when I told Tom I haven't self harmed for months. And ever since then I still haven't. It's been almost a full year since I've done it, and I never had the intention to end my life. I just wanted to shed some blood to feel less pain. Which makes no sense. I started into the water, and took off my jacket. It revealed the many scars I've given myself over the years. I'm not proud of it, but they mean I was a survivor.
I still had the knife Tom gave me, and it's still the knife that I stabbed him with. I stared at its beauty, and remembered every moment I had with Tom. I took the blade and cut from my wrist to the top of my arm. Both my arms were covered with blood, and I felt peace again. I still held onto the knife as I walked out into the water. The closer the tide was to my arms, the more the blood was dying the ocean red. I would be dying in the place I was born. I layed down on my back, and felt the blood come out of my arms. I could feel myself loose vision, and then all of a sudden. Everything went black, and I felt my heart rate stop....... I...died.

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Tom POV:

I saw Roxanne walk down to the ocean, and the time I reached her. She was already dead. The water was red, and she was holding the knife I gave her. "I'm still alive Roxanne. Why can't you be?" I grabbed the knife from her hands, and took off my shirt. I did the same cut as she did to both my arms. I saw the blood rush from my arms into the water. I grabbed Roxanne, as I saw a huge wave coming towards me. I was ready to die.
The wave hit me, and kept me under water, and the blood continued to pour out of me. My vision was leaving me, until I was brought back to the surface with Roxy. I layed on my back while I held her hand tightly. Before I knew it, my eyes closed and I couldn't hear anything anymore. I could feel my heartbeat stop....I was dead...and I was holding Roxy's hand. I died with her, and I knew I would be with her forever now. I was finally at peace with my life, and I knew that this is where I was meant to be. Holding her hand while we both lie in the ocean painting the blue water red. I loved her, and I still love her. And I know she loved me, and she still does.

The end........

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