Fantasy

Hela Odinsdottir (Love Of Sorrow VIII)

Antheia's POV

I stared at the paper I was holding, trying to do my work but I couldn't even focus on one word, I sighed as I put the paper down on my desk and placed my face in my hands before going into thinking

It's been a couple months since I saw Hela and a month since I escaped and so far nothing bad has happened, I'm starting to think she will not attack at all

There are some time where I wonder what would've happened if I didn't escaped and stayed with Hela, I'd probably not be here in front of piles of papers, I'd most likely be with her her, lecturing her how to respect people

I chuckled at my own thought and I have to admit I do miss her, I miss her smile, her face, her warmth when she was beside me on the bed and the way she touches me and even the silhouette of her body

I miss her dearly...I miss you, Hela...

Tears began welling up in my eyes at the thought of Hela then out of nowhere I felt someone's presence nearby, I quickly rubbed my eyes and cleared my throat "Please come out, I know you're there"

A head poke out at the corner of the book shelves "I'm sorry, dewdrop. I wasn't eavesdrop on you, I was here to bring you some snacks since you haven't eaten lunch and have been stuck here all day but it looks like I came at the wrong time"

"Not at all, Mrs Potts" I said trying to make it convincing then she proceeded to give me the snacks she made and has she was putting the snacks down on my desk she probably noticed the unfinished work and how I am out of myself lately "You probably think I'm crazy..." I started

"For falling in love with The Goddess Of Death" I didn't say anything back, she always know how I truly feel, there was no hiding from her

"Am I that obvious?"

"Well, there's no denying that you have changed since the day you came back, your expressions are more blunt like something has been taken away from you and every time I look at your eyes" she paused, placed her hand on my cheek and making me look at her "The spark in them are gone, anyone who has known you as long as I do can see that" she continued

This time I didn't try hiding my tears "Sometimes...I really want to back-to run back in her arms...I miss her so much, even though she had kidnapped me she hasn't done anything bad, it's crazy how much I am..."

"Missing her?"

"No, I've used that word too much"

"Longing for her?"

"...Yes"

"Then why don't you go back?" she asked

"Because...I don't know how she'll feel or say, I don't know if she hates me and doesn't want to see me ever again!" I said as I stood up from chair and move away from her

"Dewdrop, you don't know that, those are only your thoughts and they are not the truth"

"But what if I'm right?"

"Then that is when you truly know what she feels, at least you know what she actually feels rather than not knowing and have these endless thoughts but if you love her then fight for it" she then held me hands and looked into my eyes again "Fight for your love, express how you really love her"

It didn't take long for her to convince me that I should go back to Hela, I thank her and gave her a hug then she kissed me on the forehead "Go" she whispered and I began to run

As I running a huge rumble happened causing at the whole castle to shake "What the-what was that?!" then at the very end of the corridor I saw Arya running towards me "Arya, what was that?"