6:26am Friday, March 6
I'm ill as hell today. I'm probably going to die before third period. At least I have tea and eyeliner and books. I'm sleepy.
10:16pm
To fuck or not to fuck, that is the question.
I just like to make boys fight (preferably over me).
And I enjoy a sad yet fulfilling ending. Never leave ties untied. Let that shit out.
Yeah, fuck it. I think I might try sex. I sound like I'm talking about trying a new sport (in way it kinda is wow). I'm talking crap, it's too late for this. Better sleep.
9:18pm
Like, why are boobs in movies always so small? My boobs are a lot different compared to that. I don't know how I feel about this revelation. I'm not super skinny, I don't have those little boobs???????
Wondering who has these body types????????
Ecstasy could be fun to try.
And my legs are so not like in the movies?????
My legs are ew.
I wish I was super hot and thin. Goddamn. I hate when I hate myself.
Looked up side effects of ecstasy, uh no thank you.
I wanna be so thin it looks dangerous. I just want to fit in the right jeans and actually look good.
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Satan School of Sophomores
Teen FictionA year, documented, of a young, confused teen girl's life as she struggles and experiments with the modern world of sex, drugs, and the opposite gender. This work contains crude language, intense/inappropriate situations and other more or less mild...
