Thinking from the End: 12/25/14

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3:40pm Thursday, December 25

I'm always thinking from the end.

What happens when we break up, and he tells all his friends about that weird thing I do? What happens when I finish this movie, and there's no sequel? What about when I finish this year and half my friends move away? What happens after high school? After college? What do I do when the night is over, and I'm afraid and alone?

Minus these last few minutes of discouraging concepts, my Christmas Day has been incredibly lovely. I got a stack of books that I adore, Misfits season 1, and The Giver on DVD. Of course I got some other things, but the books and movies really hit the spot. My heart feels blessed. I'm glad to have my family, and strangely enough, it didn't feel like it was all about what presents I received. I felt happy to be with my family, and I felt extra happy to give them gifts that brought smiles to their faces. I actually love giving gifts, I only wish I was better at finding out what people like and had a bit more money for them haha.

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