8:10am Wednesday, January 7
Last night, I was horny, then I go to Scarlet's, she gives me a toy that vibrates. I'm like yayyy. I get home, my parents are being all nicey nice, I got to bed, and my sex drive has simply vanished. I nearly gave up. I'm still getting used to the toy concept. I think I'm more of an au naturale type. I don't need any added whatnots to have a good time, but I'll still gladly enjoy the toy. Haha.
Now, I've finished painting my nails on the school bus. My bus driver said I'm always so quiet and lovely. How nice of her. I'm still only half-horny. Meh.
7:27pm
My heart feels so heavy. I want to live by myself. In my own little apartment. With my own shitty income. I can say, hell, I'm near broke, but I can still pay my cellphone bill and buy groceries for one. I'll have my own single-girl problems. No one else would affect me, no one else's problems except my friends. My friends who I can be with and feel happy. Sometimes, I feel like they're the only people who really know me and accept me.
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Satan School of Sophomores
Teen FictionA year, documented, of a young, confused teen girl's life as she struggles and experiments with the modern world of sex, drugs, and the opposite gender. This work contains crude language, intense/inappropriate situations and other more or less mild...
