6:57am Monday, January 12
One day, I'll be older, and I'll look back and think how silly I was. I kinda like that feeling. Like I'm only getting better. I'm only moving up and out.
6:04pm
On the outside: a quiet girl sits in English, ear buds in, tapping her foot and reading a book.
On the inside: I'm thinking, 'I am really goddamn horny. I need to relieve this sex tension right away by listening to dirty music and reading sex scenes. This skirt is climbing up my thighs nicely.'
I'm always internally arguing, playing, imagining, observing, and analyzing.
I was reading how scorpios often have visions during orgasm, and they also think of sex as very important and intense -- spiritual. I gotta say, I agree completely. I sometimes have a short, vivid dream when I orgasm. I know that sounds like total weirdness, but I find it fascinating and the only way to explain it. I'm not necessarily curious, but I'm more fascinated. There's a difference, I find.
9:18pm
Sex talk with the mothership.
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Satan School of Sophomores
JugendliteraturA year, documented, of a young, confused teen girl's life as she struggles and experiments with the modern world of sex, drugs, and the opposite gender. This work contains crude language, intense/inappropriate situations and other more or less mild...
