7:51am Wednesday, March 18
I actually feel good today. I'm over every bad thing in my life. I feel actually attractive today, and I'm happy to be alive. I don't feel like I'm missing out on life, I can wait a bit.
I have my second drive today for driver's ed. This time instead of driving with hot Ben, I drive with Jal. The kid who likes me, got my number from another kid, and hasn't ever spoke to me directly. Not even hello. But he will text me??? I don't like him that way, because I don't know him very well.
Anyway, I'm happy, and I can actually maybe see happiness in the future. Also, I feel pretty good in these jeans.
5:55pm
I drove so terribly during my driving education practice. It was so stupid. I can't do anything right. I felt like such a loser, and Jal was an ass. It sucked. I felt so much more comfortable the first time with Ben.
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Satan School of Sophomores
Teen FictionA year, documented, of a young, confused teen girl's life as she struggles and experiments with the modern world of sex, drugs, and the opposite gender. This work contains crude language, intense/inappropriate situations and other more or less mild...