When you wake up from a dream... And it fills you with nostalgia and breaks your heart at the same time, and you just lay there in bed with your heart pounding and your hands shaking and all you can feel is this heavy dread and a sinking feeling in your stomach, because you know the dream so closely mirrors reality... And the whole morning you just go through the motions, but your hands are still shaking and your mind keeps replaying the scenes over and over... It's the most heartbreaking way to wake up, because there's nothing you can do about the images burned into your mind. You can't erase the pain or the memories and you can't silence to little voice in your head that's taunting you.
Dreams are almost worse than reality, because you have no way to change them.
3/15/15
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DiversosA glimpse into my mind. These are notes from my phone, starting from 2013 to the present day. My poems, rants, late night thoughts, things I've seen and heard, words I wanted to remember. (Note: There is some content hinting at various mature or tri...
