Avira Haddock ( A Httyd 2gen story )

Part 47 - We are... different...-

Are we meant for each other, or are we just together because we are.. lonely?

All the I love u's... Are they real? Are we faking everything? Is it all an illusion we have made?

Why can't we just.. why.. how? So many questions, so much fear of asking and getting answers..

Do we even realize the damage it can cause? Love.. it's not real is it? Why Are We Lying To Ourselves? It's just...

Painful..
Do we like the pain? Is.. is that why we keep trying? Is it worth it in the end? Are we going to die trying? Are we failing? Are we..

We are loosing, are we not? Without anyone seeing or us realizing..

Why won't we save each other? Why is no one.. helping? Is it fun? Who is playing who?

Am I, playing with your heart? Because you're not playing mine, I wouldn't allow that.. No..

Or... Would I? Have I lost? Have I gone insane? Is this all a dream? Or an illusion? Are we all dead? Is everyone still alive, but I'm not? Did I.. sacrifice myself for you?

We are.. different..
Different views, opinions.. dreams.
Why did we.. why are we together when my heart is.. black.. yours is way to good for me..

Why does it feel so... real?

What is real, what is not??

Run away.. I will take you down in the darkness if not..

We wake up at the same time and I stretch out before putting on clothes and we walk out, then make some food and feed the dragons. I try not thinking about the thoughts in my head.
- Bluu is already so big. Sera says, looking over to the female night fury. - They do grow up fast. I say and smile, getting one back.
We sit down to eat before we go out to start the day.

- It's so lively here, I'm still not used to it. Sera says and I nod. - We are used to live alone after all. I wink and she giggles. We get to the three shops they sell the badly made weapons.
- Do you take gold or silver? I ask and the shop worker looks up so he can see me.
- Gold. He answers and I nod. We walk to the rest, asking the same and Sera even buying a knife from the last one, just to anger me and get a point across.- So baby, who won? I ask and grin. She rolls her eyes annoyed and hits me.
- Not doing it. She says, putting her arms on cross. - Chicken. I say and start making chicken noises. - I'm a chicken for not wanting to risk my life? She tilts her head. - Come on, we only live once! And, it shows if you trust your dragon.

- I hate your competitive side. She says and looks up at the sky. - Well, it's not going away anytime soon ;) I hum. - You're so fricken stubborn. She tells before looking at her dragon. - Hmm, I have to be, otherwise you'll regret not trying, you won't die when I'm with you. She jumps on W and nods. - Fine, but just once. She gives in and I chuckle before jumping on Luna, T an S following after us.

- Isn't this too high? Sera asks worried.
- Since it's your first time we'll take it higher, takes more time to go into the water, alas better time for your dragon to catch you. She nods and takes a deep breath. I get Luna closer to W and I take her hands. - We can go together if you want to. She shakes her head stubbornly. - I can do it alone.. She pats her dragon, then looks down. - Don't look, it makes everything worse.
She looks up, then let's herself slide down towards the water.
We dive down after her and I jump off after her and grin widely when I'm under her looking up.

I nod and Windy comes to her side so she can go on again. I roll over and look if I'm close to the water and laugh. "You're having way to much fun." Luna says, shaking her head.
- This makes me feel alive, so yes. I say and land on her smoothly right before hitting the water and we do some tricks before going back to the others. - So? How'd it feel? I question, her fixing her messed up hair.
- Not doing that again. She says and shakes off the feeling of adrenaline. - Awww come on bubble, cheer up! I say, maybe way too happy.
- I have no clue how you can like it.
- Oh, it's very important that you trust the dragon you ride, and this can be very useful in the future, even if its scary.