Playground • Joshua ✓

Playground || 16

[ - sophia kim - ]

He seemed to feel bad about asking me such things, of course I didn't take any of his questions to heart. I mean... What's the point of being upset when it's true anyways. I'm... Sad. I really am but, I can't deny the fact that it's gonna make everything more complicated if I do whatever I want.

"There's no need to feel bad Joshua. I'm fine" I said as I smiled at him

"I know you're unhappy with your condition now but, trust me, nothing's gonna change if you keep on being upset over it" I said to him

"Huh ?" he raised his eyebrow

"What's with this sudden change of topic ???" he asked as he was quite confused

"Besides, I'm not... Upset." he added as he looked down. Liar.

"Oh come on Joshua. You really think I'd believe that lie of yours ?? Gimme a break. I've been coming here often and I've never seen you around here" I said to him

"I did ask one of the nurses about it and even she confirmed that you haven't really come out of your ward because you're still denying the fact that you'd be stuck in here" I added

"So you've known about me for a long time ?" he asked

"I wouldn't say I know you, but you get the point. I wasn't really expecting to meet you at all since you're like a shut in type of person but here we are today" I replied

"Why exactly did you come out yesterday ?? I'm curious" I asked

"I just thought, maybe I should try getting out once in a while. That's all. I wasn't expecting about making a new friend" he replied

"Well... I wasn't expecting that either" I responded

Well unlike you, I love going out but I hate meeting new people. I wonder why I invited you to sit with me on that day when I could've just left or ignore you completely

It was odd of me...