Peace of the Heart (Cacher Series #1)

Kabanata 49

Kabanata 49

To the end

I went to my room after that incident. I did not let them finish what they were doing. I came to my room crying and laughing in disbelief. Probably, the people that had seen me walking thought that I was a lost child because of my loud sobs. Like my candy was being taken away. 

I can't take it!

Why was she moaning his name? They are doing that thing! And why he agreed? He likes sex? He couldn't get that from me? He couldn't wait? Damn him! I hate him! I hoped he enjoyed it! I hope he enjoyed fucking her!

I started breathing heavily as I stared at my door way too longer than I expected. I was expecting him to come up in my room and explain what I've heard. But who am I kidding? He didn't know that I was there! Unfortunately, I was there! I have seen them! So ano ako rito? Kung hindi ko pala nakita 'yon magpapakatanga pa rin ako? Sino siya d'yan? At ano? Tatangahin niya pa rin ako?

"Lori!" I shouted when she answered the call. 

I heard her yawned on the other line. 

"Oh, bakit?" Inosente niyang tanong.

Halos mabato ko ang hawak kong baso sa dingding. Nanginginig ang kamay ko sa sobrang  galit. Hindi ko mapakiramdaman ang sarili ko sa ganitong sitwasyon, basta ang alam ko... galit ako dahil pinaparamdam niya sa akin na kaya niya akong iwan kahit na ang dami na namin pinagsamahan. Madali akong palitan. Ilang beses niya na bang ginawa 'yon? Hindi ko na matandaan. 

"They had sex!" I shouted terribly. 

"Huh?"

"Lori! I swear! I am not kidding! She moaned his name! They had sex! I have heard it! They had sex!" I chanted. 

"Huh? Sino ba? Sandali! Kakagising ko lang! Nakakagulat ka naman!" 

"Alcaeus had sex with that Ms. Engineer!" 

It took seconds before it processed to her little head. 

"Ha? Weh? Gagsti... seryoso?" Nahimigan ko ang tuwa sa boses niya. 

"Lori!" I called her frustratedly. "I am serious! I am hurt!"

"Sigurado ka ba? Sabi naman ng Kuya mo walang namamagitan sa kanila. Baka naman wala lang 'yan? Tulog mo lang 'yan, Martiza. Baka pagod ka lang sa byahe. Or youu need to unwind?"

"They had sex! I wasn't hallucinating! Narinig ko!"

"Ay sorry..." She yawned again. "Pero seryoso ka ba d'yan? Baka naman may ginagawa lang na alam mo na... meeting? Ikaw kung kailan ka tumanda 'tsaka ka nag-ooverthink d'yan sa jowa mo."

Umismid ako dahil sa sinabi niya.

I am not old! I am just one year older than her.

"I heard them! And mind you, they had dinner before having sex. What a tradition right?" I said sarcastically, couldn't hold my emotions.

"Sigurado ka ba d'yan sa mga pinagsasabi mo, Martiza? Nakakaboang ka naman."

"Sigurado nga ako! Nakita ko siya! Siya 'yon!"

And why would I be not sure? Sa tagal ko ba naman siyang nakasama? I have memorized already every parts of him! Even the places of his tattoos! Even how he parts his hair! I have memorized it all! I knew it was him. 

"Oh, ano ang plano mo?"

I was walking back and fourth as my mind was lingering into something dark. Like my mind was planning a great undercover so that I'd know the answer to my questions. Because who would give it to me, right? No one. I should do the move. And if my thoughts are right, then I am really breaking up with him this time.