Will you Stay?

Chapter 31

// Nialls Prov \\

I woke up to the sun streaming through my curtains; ‘shit, does everyone sleep with their curtains open’ I refused to open my eyes so I just laid there. I had a sore head and was not planning to move anytime soon until, I smelt something sweet and nice ‘Is that strawberries?’, I moved my arms realizing I was holding something: a body? I peaked open one eye to see Anna sleeping, curled up in my chest.

I crack a smile, tracing her precious cheek lightly, admiring her. She smiled faintly nuzzling closer to me. I smiled; she had a perfect face, especially that nose.

.All the memories of last night started to flood in; the drinking; how I got her smashed for the night, the dancing; when she grinded on me, the talking; the jokes and comments she made that were really funny and WOW the sex.

She really was amazing, her body, her features, her smile, her laugh, and her attitude, just everything I mean she told me she was a virgin (which I’m still shocked at) how could someone as beautiful as her still be a virgin. Well not anymore I guess.

I was sort of happy that I was her first; I just hope she won’t regret it and she remembers it because alcohol effect different people in different ways.

 I shut my eyes again, pulling her in closer, stroking her hair gently, enjoying the smell. She really surprised me when she let me take her last night and I was scared to do it.

I was sacred I would hurt her, or she wouldn’t enjoy it, or wouldn’t want me to, or regret it, but she told me she didn’t in the end. It was amazing, hands down best sex I’ve ever had and I want more of it, of her.

‘What about that bet’

‘Fucken hell! I can go one goddamn day with remembering that stupid bet’

But my head was right, there was still a bet going, a stupid drunk bet that I can’t get out of. I had to end it. But would it worth the humiliation for a girl who might never love me. What if she doesn’t stay around, what if I get tired of her.

‘Don’t think stupidly’

‘Okay, what if she leaves me? Figures out I’m not the guy for her and wants something better. She can go and find heaps of guys that would want her and that are better than me. And if she does, I don’t think I can handle the humiliation of being dumped. The guilt of what I did wrong. And a broken heart. A heart that shes slowly taking from me, slowly filling up with her love.  Cause right now, shes patching up a hole that was shattered years ago and I don’t want to see it broken again.

My thoughts were interrupted by short murmurs. Her hand twitched slightly and her head moved, indicating shes waking up. I looked down when she looked up, meeting our eyes, both timidly smiling.

“Morning beautiful” I greeted. She gave out a light hum before turning her head over to the other side, repositioning herself on my chest.

“How are you feeling?” I asked, she yawned slightly before letting out a small good.

After a couple of minutes she moved again, sitting up rubbing her eyes with balled fists, like a 5 year old girl. She pouted her lip and looked at me.

Even with tired eyes and messy hair, she still looked like the most beautiful girl in the world.

“Good morning” she finally replied. “Not a morning person eh?” she shook her head before sitting up, giving me full view of her still uncovered breasts and stomach. She stretched her arms up, lifting her body up so I can see all of her.

She looked back at me before realizing “SHIT!” she screamed, covering up with the blankets. I laugh as she face planted next to me holding herself.