the fate played

15 - everywhere

Chris Langford

Why was Hailey a reminder of someone, of the person whose face I was not able to see for once in my life when the same person saved my life, she was my savior. The knight in the armour I never knew I needed but somehow shows up selflessly and saves my life out of know where.

On the other hand, Hailey was started to get on me, and not just on my mind but everywhere; my mind, my thoughts, my heart, my vision, everywhere. And fuck me because she seems so innocent especially her brown doe eyes, her pink lips, so fucking inviting and just perfect.

I was so close on having the taste of the lips, but my mind refused me, saying she may not like our unlikely invasion. So instead of going for her lips, I pull her to myself, feeling her body on mine, with my hands around her waist. She fits in me so fucking perfect like she had to be there anyways. She was definitely perfect in my arms, around me and my mind was starting to build its castle of obsession- and what was it obsessed to? - Hailey.

I cussed myself for not going for her lips as she returned my hug by taking her hands on my back as well. Shit I should've gone for her lips too, maybe for some other time. That moment ruined me for good enough. Now I have no clue on how I will be able to let her go. It was going to be a tough time for me, a tough competition for me, and a really tough time for my emotions as they wanted to be out now.

My emotions were constantly banging at the door of my brain- protesting to let them have a chance, to free them and let them enjoy this new warmth that has managed to seep inside in a very little amount of time.

Since the last month I don't sleep alone in my house, I don't sit and eat alone, I don't wait for no one, but with Hailey one month and I am already on my way gone for good. I wonder what she thinks about me, does she prefers being around me, does she likes the times we talk or the times we just sit together in a room and do our own work?

My work has been keeping me busy lately but somehow knowing I'll be going to my home and she lives with me, makes me want to throw all the damn papers out in the sea and just sit with her, even in silence. I was starting to think that maybe all of this is because I haven't been around women lately, but no I was wrong and I am damned because it's Hailey.

My conscience was not allowing me to give a cold shoulder to her or even keep my mouth and my emotions shut around her. I may have been cold to others as I don't care about what they take of me or what they have to say about me. My life taught me enough on the point that people don't stay with you without a purpose, but when they do they are truly meant to be a part of your life.

It hurts to lose people who are special to you, near to your heart and when you care about them, cut yourself and give it to them not even expecting something back in turn but they take the part you've given to them and just crush it like nothing.

The last time I was in love was the time I got betrayed too. It is still a fresh scar to my emotions. It sucks to think you can find love in someone, because they don't love you back always. You wait, wait, wait and wait, but what happens when they are gone? And not just gone but threw your love in dustbin on their way out of your life.

I was starting to believe that someone's mere presence never bothered me but I was stupid because Hailey is here. While I was looking for my knight in shining armour, Hailey somehow walks in my life, the very time when all I ever wanted to do was fulfill my grandfather James Langford's wish. That involves me finding out the mole who was messing with his life time of hard work. He specifically told me to finish his task.

I was sitting in my office when my intercom buzzes with Harry on the other side. "Sir there is a lady named Katherine Robinson here to see you, what do you want me to do?", he was sort of whispering which means if I say no he will cover it up for me.