Accident

Chapter 9

"STRAYKIDS", Riunjin unnie screams and blushes.

I look at one boy with shook in my eyes. He smiles brightly at my unnies. There are two boys, but I can only look at the one boy.

I turn my face away from them. This cant be true. It cant be. He's not here. I'm just imagine this.

I feel how my tears well up, but I don't bother to wipe  them away. They flow across my whole face and I put my face between my knees.

"Oh wait I'm going to call Sam", Sana unnie explains excited.

I hear how the door got open and closed again. Short after the door got open again, I hear how foot steps near me. And then I feel how someone kneels next to me.

"Are you okay Sisi?", I hear Sam asking me softly.

He doesn't know what's going on.

No one knows.

"What happened to her?", I hear the person ask who I loved so much.

"Someone pushed her", Riunjin unnie explains. I look up and Sam looks at me with a worried face.

He never saw me cry before. "Does it hurt this much?", he asks soft. He strokes my hair out of my face and I sniff. I rub my eyes and shake my had.

"No. It doesn't hurt that much", I say as my voice cracks.

"Omg are you crying?", Sana unnie comes to me and takes my face in her hands.

She makes me look in the direction of him.

The second she makes my face face in that direction I hear him gasps.

"Sisi...", he wispert, but we all hear it went quiet in the studio.

I look in his eyes and he has tears.

"Hey mate, are you okay?", the guy next to him ask him. He doesn't answer and just stares at me.

"Felix?", the boy asks him again. Felix looks at him for a second before looking at me again. After some minutes I turn my face away.

I look at Sam and his face looks so confused. I pout at him and was about to cry again. "Sisi don't cry, what's the matter", he tries to comfort me.

"I want to talk with Silas", I cry. "Who's Silas?", the guy asks me, but I cant answer.

"Her brother", Felix answers for me. Sana. looks at him surprised "How do you know?", she asks him. Felix doesn't answer and comes to me.

I look at him and his eyes are so soft. He hands me his phone. "Come with me. You can call him outside", he says and helps me to stand up.

I look at Sam and my unnies. They nod comforting.

Felix leads me to the room next to ours. He gives me his phone.

"Call him, I will wait outside", he tells me and leaves.

I choose Silas phone number and call him. After the second ring he picks up.

"Hello?", he asks. "Silas..", my voice cracks and I start to sob. "Hey hey, what's the matter?", Silas asks me softly.

"He is here", my tears flow down again. "Who is here?", he asks confused.

"Lix. Lix is here", I whisper. I hear Silas coughing. "Felix? Lee Felix?", he asks shocked. "Yes..", I sob. "Its okay Sisi. Your strong. You can do it", Silas voice is shaking. "But I see her when I see him", I cry and break down.

My body falls to the ground and I cant stop crying. "I wish I was there. Im so sorry Sisi, that I cant be there", Silas starts to sob.

"I want here back. I want them back!", I scream at the phone. "I know. I want them back to. But they won't come back they are safe now. They are watching us from heaven", he tries to comfort me. Even though he's crying too.

I have the feeling my heart is going to explode. "Sisi, listen to me. We will go to there grave okay? We will go on there fourth anniversary okay? I promise you we will go visit them", he is crying as hard as I am. "Promise me", I sob.

"I promise", he sniffs.

We talk for some minutes more, before he ends the call.