Accident

Chapter 14

Its already six am, the time flew by really fast. I go to the cafeteria and buy a water. I open it and drink everything at ones. "Is it her?", I hear someone whisper.

I turn around and see Felix, Hyunjin and six other boys. I bow at them and all of them except of Felix bow back.

He looks at me like I'm dump. "What?", I ask confused. "I told you to not bow at me", he says and I shrug my shoulders.

"I wasn't bowing at you I was bowing at them", I nod to the other boys. They watch our discussion silently. "Ah, really you didn't change a bit", Felix says pretending to be annoyed. I smile and stick my tongue out.

"Yes, its definitely her", one of the guy says. I look at them confused, while putting my head titled to the side. "She looks like a puppy, so cute", another boy squeals. He looks like a fox and a little bit older than me.

"I am who?", I ask them and a guy starts to laugh. "That makes no sense. Don't you know who you are", he laughs at me. I blink with my eyes confused about what hes talking about.

"Know who I am? I don't know or you don't know?", I ask even more confused. My brain stops working for a moment and I can only think in English.

"Wait I don't get it", I say in English and look at Felix for help. He just smirks and doesn't say anything. "Common tell me I don't get what's going on" I pout in English.

"Oh your a foreigner?", the foxy guy asks me. I nod "My Korean is not that good yet", I say embarrassed. "I don't get what your talking about", I say and the all smile at me.

"Hyunjin told us about you. He told us Felix met a friend from his pre debut time, we wanted to meet you. Felix always told us about two girls he was close to back then in Australia", a blond guy says. "Ahh okay", I nod smiling.

"He told us the girls are siblings and they mean a lot to him. He also always talked about a guy and how amazing your family is", the squirrel guy continues.

My happy smile disappears and I smile sad. Yes we are a amazing family or better we were an amazing family. They don't notice it.

"So is your sister also here?", a guy asks excited. I shake my hat "No, she left three years ago..", I say while trying to smile.

"What do you mean she left?", the foxy boy asks me confused. "Stop asking. Thats none of your business", Hyunjin whispers to him.

"Let me say it like this. She left for a better place", I answer while looking at Felix.

Felix eyes are widen and tears flow down his cheeks.

"Jeongin I told you not to ask", Hyunjin scolds the younger boy. "We are sorry for you loose", the blond hair guy says and bows.

I look at him and shake my head. "Its okay", I say while trying to smile. "We should leave you two alone", the squirrel guy says.

The other guys nod, they are about to walk away, when I call out one of them. "Hey foxy guy!", I yell and they all turn around.

"Oh yeah I forgot. She doesn't knows our name", Hyunjin says giggling.

"You don't know our name? Wow", one of the guy says. I shrug my shoulders apologizing.

"Im Bang Chan", the blond guy says. "Im Han Jisung", the squirrel guy introduces him self. "Im Seo Changbin", the guy says, that wowed my unknowing of there names. "Im Seungmin", a puppy like guy says. "Im Lee Minho", an other guy says. I recognize his voice. He's the on who whispered at the beginning. "Im Yang Jeongin", the foxy guy says.

"Okay thanks for introducing. Jeongin", I say and he mhms my call. "Its not your fault for asking. Don't scold him", I say and he smiles. They nod and walk away.

I turn around and look at Felix. He is still standing there. He looks like he's frozen in spot. He doesn't even move, the only thing that moves are his tears. I go near him and take his hand.

Im leading us to a studio, because I know the other trainees are coming soon. He follows me and I close the door.

I place him on a chair and he starts to sob. I look at him and my heart aches. "Im so sorry", he stutters. "Its okay", I tell him and he hugs me.

My t-shirt gets wet from his tears but I don't mind. I lay my head near his neck and my tears also slowly fall.

"No its not. I should have been there for you and Silas", he cries and I pad his back. He hugs me even tighter. "Felix, you couldn't know. You already left.."

I know this doesn't makes it better but its true. I never heard of him again after he left. "I shouldn't have left then", he cries and I shake my head in his neck crock. It would have happened either way.

"Even if you would be here they would have died", I tell him and its kind of true.

"They?", he looks at me even more shocked.

"Yes...they. My parents also passed away", I say and now it hits me again. They are gone. They cant come back, they left me, us. Felix groans in pain and I look at him with tears.

We both cry and comfort each other at the same time.

"Your joking right? Somi didn't leave your parents didn't leave", he says with hope in his voice. "No Lix, they all left", my voice cracks and he hugs me tight again.

We cry while hugging. Seeing Felix crying like this breaks me again.

He reminds me of myself when I found out. He reminds me of the worst day in my life.

The day a pice of my soul left me.