Accident

Chapter 47

Jackson?

"Yeah, this whole interview is to personal", an other lady yells. I continue stare at that man, who has a mask on and is dressed in a business suit.

I suddenly get really dizzy and my heart starts feel like someone is constantly stabbing it.

I get up and bow at the audience. "I really appreciate it", I try to walk out of the interview place, without breaking down.

My breathing starts to hurt too and I get really panicked.

"Miss Sisi? Are you okay?", I hear someone ask me and I shake my head.

"Please, get me out of this", I drag on the corsage at my taille.

My breathing gets louder and its really hard to breath.

"Please", I start to tear up and feel that someone is opening it.

"Breath in Sisi", I hear someone telling me. "I cant, no air!", I cry and everything around me starts to fade away.

I only hear a loud ocean sound inside my ear, before completely drifting away.

I slowly open my eyes and its so bright. My eyes slowly get used to it and I see my unnies sitting on a sofa in the room.

I look around and and notice I am in a hospital. Someone knocks on the door and it gets pulled open.

A man in white coat comes in, he nods at the unnies and then comes to me. "Oh Miss Park your awake", he says surprised and all the unnies look at me.

That men, I assume a doctor comes up to me and pulls up his sleeves. "Then let me make a small check up okay?", he asks and I nod.

I look at his arms and see a bunch of tattoos.

"You are so use less. Why do I have to be stuck with you and your stupid brother? Tell me?", he starts to hit me and I dont even flinch anymore.

Sometimes I dont even feel the pain of him hitting me. "Stop Lucas!", Silas shouts, he looks really scared. "Leave me alone. I can do to her what ever I want. Im your guardian", he screams and hicks in my back.

My sight get blurry, but I feel him slap my face. "Dont you dare to pass out", I look at his arms and its full of tattoos he recently got..

I flinch and close my eyes. "Sisi! What happened?", Sana unnie jumps up from the sofa and comes to me.

"Are you okay Miss? I haven't even started to check up on you", he softly takes one of my arm and I whine.

"Please dont hit me", I mumble. "What did you say?", Sana unnie asks confused.

"Why would I hit you?", the doctor asks. "Im a doctor, I dont hurt my patient I help them", he says and look at him.

He is smiling at me, but my eyes wander to his tattoos and I crab the sheets tight. "Whats wrong? Why are you so scared of the doctor? Do you know him?", Jimin unnie asks me softly.

I shake my head. "Then why are you scared?", Sana unnie asks and takes my hand. I look at her and suddenly the doctor wants to start checking up on me.

I flinch again and he immediately stops.

"Is it because you dont know him?", Jennie unnie asks.

My breathing goes fast again.

"Hey, hey its all okay. Breath", Jimin unnie says.

"Sisi, your finally awake?", I hear Silas say and turn my head in that direction. He runs up to me and hugs me.

"Thanks god your okay. I thought I am going to lose you", he mumbles and kisses my hair.

"Did the doctor check you up already?" he ask me and I shake my head. "She always flinches, when the doctor touches her, we dont know why", Sana unnie says and Jimin unnie shrugs.

"Try again", Silas says and the doctor starts to lean in to check up on me.

I look at him and then at his arms. The tattoos makes me remember him.

I flinch.

"See, it already happened three to four times", Jennie unnie says worried. Silas grabs my face and looks me in the eyes.

"Its okay. He's a doctor. He's not Lucas. He's a good guy. He won't hit you okay? Look at me. Dont look there, its okay."

"Okay she was just to stressed and nervous. It lead to a panic attack and form exhaustless she slept for so long. She's okay from the outside, but I really have to talk to her parents. I would like to suggest you a small therapy if its okay with you. Is there a chance to talk with your parents?", the doctor asks me.

"Um, doctor unfortunately our parents passed away a while ago and our guardian is also not really in the place to talk with you. But I am currently living with a good friend from our family, I could ask her to come", Silas explains.

"Oh, I am really sorry for your lose. In this case I would just tell you miss. I noticed you are a little triggered to current things and since I now know that you had a loose of important person in your life I would really suggest you a small therapy. Its nothing serious, just something small for your metal health and what to do if your having a panic attack. Is that okay with you?", he asks me

. "Its okay with me, but I am really busy with work, so I dont think I will have time for this", I say and look at Silas.

"I really think you should do it. Im also going, it really helps a lot. You can come to the same one as mine on Sunday. Isn't that your free day?", he asks me.

"Yeah, to learn for school", I say. "Yeah your health is also school. School for your body", Silas says and I nod.

"Then its decided. Doctor, she will go to therapy", the doctor and Silas chat for a while about therapy and then the doctor leaves.

"The doctor said you can leave the hospital, but need to rest. You sprained your arm, while falling on the ground. It will heal in around three to four weeks. And wear this", he gives me bandage.

I put it on and Silas helps me up from the bed.

At the beginning I am still a little shaky on the feet, but after some steps I get my balance back.

"Sisi, I know you guys are planning a comeback, but you really have to take care of you health okay? Please stay safe, your the only one I have left. I cant bare to lose you okay?", Silas looks me  deep in the eyes.

"I promise, i wont overwork", I lay my arms around his waist and hug him.

"I wish I could hug you like this and take you home to Jisoo unnie, but you have work and I need to go back to school", Silas sign.

"Its okay, we can text and call each other", I let go of him and we leave the hospital room.

"You can leave?", Jimin unnie asks and I nod. Silas lets go of my hand.

"I have to leave now", he waves at me and I wave back. He smiles and leaves.

"Are you okay? Jyp just called Sana. He told us we have a meeting about our some things. Are you stable enough to come with us or do you want go back first?", Jimin unnie asks me.

"I can go with you", I tell her and we leave the hospital and get into the van.