Accident

Chapter 36

"She's asleep", I hear someone say.

"Hyung do you think she's okay? She's drowned in sweat", I hear someone else say. "Maybe we should wake her up", someone other suggests.

Then the door gets open. "Oh Lix good, that your here", I hear the first guy saying. "Whats the matter?", I hear Lix? Ask.

"Look, Sisi I don't think she's okay", I hear the second guy say. Wait? They are talking about me?

I slowly open my eyes and see seven guys looking at me.

"Oh she woke up", the second guy says and it's actually Jeongin. "Are you okay?", Hyunjin kneels next to me and I nod emotionless.

"You sure?", Changbin asks and I look at him. "Yes, why?", I ask them.

"Because your drowned in sweat?", Minho answers me like it would be obvious. "Oh", I just say and shrug.

"Thats all you are going to say?", Seungmin says and he looks kinda worried. "Yes?", my face looks really confused.

"Oh my god Sisi!", the door gets open and Sana unnie storms in.

Behind her are Jimin unnie and Channie oppa.

"Are you okay? Did it happen again?", she asks worried and takes my face in her hands. "Yeah...", I try to say as silent as possible.

"No, we should really search for help", Jimin unnie says and I shake my head. "No, Im okay", I try to shake of Sana unnie's hands and stand up.

"Im perfectly fine", I say, more like to my self then to the others.

"No your not. You don't get enough sleep and your so stressed. I don't know why and what the nightmares of yours are about, but it has to stop. You cant live like this.

Those nightmares need to stop and you need to get normal sleep again. Its been so many month since you slept a hole night without waking up and shaking in fear", Sana unnie scolds me strict.

I look down and try to get my anger together. "No, Im okay. I don't want that those nightmares disappear. I don't want to forget them", I say and my eyes fill with tears again.

"WHO? WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?", Sana unnie yells at me and Im frozen.

She never yells at me.

One tear starts to flow down my face. "Jinjja this is making me go crazy...you want to know? MY DEAD PARENTS ANS MY DEAD SISTER", I kind of yell at her and the others in the room.

Her face flops down and I see the guilt in her eyes.

"Im- Im so sorry. I should have said that", she looks at me and I shake my head. "No its okay. How could you know? Even the people that know hurt me. People that I love for my life. They hurt me. You know why? Because they left me at my worst. Not once but twice", I say with tears flowing down my face.

I stare at Lix and then turn around to leave the room.

I run to the next bathroom and look the door. "Its okay. Your okay. Your not going to cry", I say to myself, while drying my tears.

After twenty minutes I leave the bathroom and change my clothes. I left some here in one of the recording studios.

Then I check the time and see that its almost ten am. We are going to an award show today.

Our album is going to get polished today at the award show.

I see my manager/nannie and he leads me to a car. He opens the door and I see the unnies already there. "Good, your here so we can go", Momo unnie squirms excited.

She doesn't know what happened earlier. I sit in the last row next to Jimin unnie. She smiles at me motherly and strokes my hair.

I lay my head on her shoulder and sigh. This is going to be a long day and so many things already happened.

They just finished my makeup and now they are choosing my clothes.

We arrived two hours ago.

Almost every unnie is done with makeup and and some are already completely stilled.

A lady comes to me and starts to style me.

(AO:It looks like this. Btw this is Rosé of black pink if you don't know here. She's an amazing singer and she's so pretty💕)

I mean it looks gorgeous, but isn't it a little bit to revealing?

That going to be my red carpet dress and my show dress is this:

I love this dress. The details and everything.

I saw my unnies wear something similar before. I get my last touch ups and then my manager comes to me. "Ready?", he asks me.

Oh I almost forgot.

I changed Manager again.

My new manager is twenty and really handsome. I guess they made him my manager for more attention. Like people go crazy about handsome managers recently.

But I actually don't really mind. He's really nice and his name is Simon.

He's also from Australia so we always talk in English.

Actually he's the perfect boyfriend material for every girl.

I take his arm and we start to get out of the fitting room. The other unnies are also outside. With there managers and we start to get in a car.

We drive for about ten minutes and arrive. I can hear loud cheers even though we are still in the car.

Our door gets open and the unnies slowly leave the room. Im the last one to ge out and my manager helps me.

The crowd starts to scream and yell. "SISI I LOVE YOU", I hear someone yell. I smile and wave at the crowd.

We walk on to he red carpet and smile for the cameras.

Jimin unnie puts an arm around my wast and tries to keep me and the others chill.

Even though Jimin unnie is not the oldest she always behaves like a mother taking care of her childs.