Accident

Chapter 12

"Hey, what are you doing here?", I ask him curious. The staffs and camera crew already left.

He looks at me and lays on the ground. In the middle of the studio. "I was searching for you", he tells me. He closed his eyes and the sight of him is just so beautiful.

"Oh really? Why?", I ask him and lay next to him. My breath calmed down.

"I want to see with you", he says and I look at him. "You wanted to see me?", I ask him confused.

"Yes, I didn't see you for too long", he turns his head in direction. "You know I missed you right?", he asks me and looks me in the eyes.

"Apparently not enough to ever show up", I say and smile sadly.

"Hey, listen I'm sorry. I know I should have said something and I'm sorry that I didn't, but we can still go back. We can still be friends like from the past. Me, you and Somi", he tells me and looks at me apologizing.

"No Felix. We cant go back anymore. There is no us anymore. As less, as there is Somi", I tell him and he looks at me with concern.

"Thats not true. We can still be friends", he smiles to me and I look past him. "Yeah, we can be friends...", I stand up and he jumps up too.

"Where are you going?", he asks me. "Dinner. See you tomorrow Felix", I say and bow to him.

He looks at me shocked. Suddenly he pulls me into a hug. "Don't do that. You hear. Don't bow at me", he says sad.

I look at him and he pouts. "Okay okay. Don't look at me like that", I say with a small smile. He chuckles and lets go off me. "I will see you tomorrow bye", I wave at him and he smiles. I leave the studio and go to our dorm.

I shower and change my cloth. The others are eating dinner. Im really hungry, but I'm over the weight.

They told me to not eat for dinner. I lay on my bed and think about today. I smile I finally saw Felix again. But then I remember what he said We can still be friends.

Where we only friends?

Maybe I am just a friend for him, but he's my life. He was the air I needed to breath. He was my safe place to go, when I was broken or when I needed comfort. But he left me.

He left out of the blue. He left me but toke my heart with him. And he left in the time I needed him the most. He left and everything started to break.

I broke with everything around me.

I overthink the past and feel so guilty. My brain feels like its going to explode.

I close my eyes and try to sleep.