Accident

Chapter 55

"But seriously tell us. WHO DO YOU LIKE?", Hyunjin asks excited. The door gets open and Jackson comes in with Jinyoung. They look at us and we all bow.

"SISI YOUR BACK, FINALLY!", Jackson screams and I shake my head laughing. "Omg finally. This dude is killing me. He is talking about you twenty four seven. I cant with him. Come get him", Jinyoung tells me dramatically.

"I am back and will be gone in some hours", I say and he comes to us, with Jinyoung. "Ah, yes Jyp told us. You and Jennie are leaving for America", he says and I smirk. "This girl is going to America with her unnie", I point at me and laugh.

"This girl? No I don't think so. I think my girl is going to America", Jackson says and hugs me. Everyone in the room kind of gets excited and I shake my head giggling.

"What are you talking about?", I whisper to him in Chinese. "He is here. We can make him jealous. Look at what he lost", he answers on Chinese and hugs me tighter.

I smell his breath and no shit. He is just such a loving person. He is crazy, but also like an adult at the same time.

He kind of pushes me away and looks at the boys and Jennie unnie. "By the way. Did you guys watch the reality show me and Sisi are in?", he asks them.

"Of course. The kids are so cute", Channie oppa says. "Dont tell me. I miss those little beans", I say and they all laugh.

"I don't care. I want a baby and I want a cat", I say at that moment I say that out loud I knew I shouldn't have said that.

"I am going to be aunt?", Jennie unnie asks surprised. "What?! No", I say.

"I mean, when I am older", I say and she makes a sad face. "Jennie unnie I am sixteen", I say like that would explain all.

"You could have both", Jackson teases and I look at him. "Yah, your disgusting", I hit his arm and make a disgusted face.

"The Hyunjin and Minho came out of her", Jinyoung says and they all laugh. "She still loves me though", Jackson says and lays an arm around me.

"When did I even say that?", I ask him. "Last time", he says and I look at him. "To you?", I ask and he nods.

"No, i didnt" "Then say it now?", he say and look me into the eyes. I am about to open my mouth, when someone pulls Jacksons arm away.

"Thats enough", I hear Felix say and holding my hand. I look at him dead in the eyes and he stares back at me. I shake my hand out of his grip.

He grabs my hand again and I try to shake his hand of again, but he grabs me tighter.

"Let go of my hand", I say and try to pull my hand away. "Felix let go of my hand", I say coldly and he shakes his head. "Thats not my name", he says and I know exactly, what he is trying.

"Lee Felix. Let go of me", I say in English and he shakes his head. "Bro, let go of me. I didn't do anything wrong", I say and I am slowly getting really annoyed. "Yah! Dont bro me", he tightens his grip on my hand.

"Let go off her", Jennie unnie comes to us and tries to pull me out of Felix's hand.

"No", he says and I truly don't know how, but h tightens his grip even more. "Its not funny anymore, let go off her", Jennie unnie say and I can feel her getting really angry.

"I said no. I have to talk to her", he tells her and starts to pull me with him out of the studio.

"Let go of me!", I yell at him and feel how I am about to cry.

"Your hurting me!", I scream and my tears start to flow down from my face.

"Felix, that enough! Your hurting her. She doesn't want to go with you. Stop it!", Channie oppa yells. Felix ignores him and continues pull me out. He pulls me into an other studio and closes the door.

I start to cry and sob. Felix looks at me surprised and his face softens. He lets go of me and I crush to the ground. He crouches down next to me and is about to touch me.

"Dont touch me", I say and scoff away from him.

"Sisi, i...I am so sorry. I didnt do it on prepuce", he says and I stare at him.

"I don't need your apology! Cant you see it? Your hurting me so much! I sometimes wish you by my side and then again you do stupid things.

I already apologized to you guys. All of you.

I talked with Jyp I am taking therapy I am distancing me from you and still you hurt me.

I cant sleep without you by my side, but if I think about you I feel sad.

I miss you so much, but your hurting me. With your words, with your look and with your physically tough.

I already gave you everything so don't come to me again okay? I don't want anything from you, if your just going to end up breaking my heart again.

I wish we could have started over again. Let go of the past and forget the mistakes we made. But we cant. You cant.

And that means I have to let go off you, even when I love you.

Yes I love you. You mean the world to me, but I don't think I mean the same to you", I tell him and get up.

I am about to leave the room, when he turns me around.

I look into his eyes and he lays his forehead against mine.

"I promise I won't hurt you again. I we already promised each other we will stay together until the death kills us", he whispers softly and he leans down.

He kisses my lips. And I kiss him back.

He takes my hands and puts them around his waist. He then takes my face into his hands and kisses me even more.

His soft lips showing me how much he missed me. I forget, what I just said two seconds ago and tighten the hug.

He smiles into the kiss and we pull apart.

"I love you. Only you, so please don't leave. I am going to break, if we fall apart one more time", he whispers lovingly into my ear.