Accident

Chapter 19

"So we are done for today", the coach says and takes the weight off my feet.

I take of the heels and leave the room. My lesson did take much longer today, because she also made me do sit ups .

I quickly leave the room and go back to the dorm. Its already almost eleven pm. I shower and sit on the coach.

This dorm didn't really got bigger, because we are still living with the trainees who didn't pass the survival show.

I take a paper and a pen. I had an idea in my head this morning for a lyrics.

I start to write it down and fall in to the music and don't realize how time passes. I look at our clock after some time and see that's its already two am.

I quickly go to bed and try to fall asleep.

"Sisi, wake up! We are late", Sana unnie shakes me.

I shoot up from bed and look at her. "Hurry up", she leaves the room. I take out a T-shirt and put it on. I change into a leggings and tie my hair into a ponytail.

I run to the shower and wash my face quickly. "We can go", I shout to Sana unnie and put my shoes on. She comes to me and we both run to the Jyp building.

My legs hurt even more than the past weeks. Maybe because the lessons are getting longer and more difficult.

I quickly hand Sam my phone and enter the dance studio.

"Sorry, we are late", Sana unnie says and we both bow. The other unnies are already there with Stray kids and Jyp.

"Its okay, we are looking at you guys dance", Minho explains and we nod. "You should put on your shoes", Changbin hands us our shoes. We quickly put them on and stand in our start position.

The music starts and we begin.

I look over my shoulder for the end position and breath heavy. Jyp claps and we bow at him.

"That was okay", he says and we thank him. "You all still have a bit struggle, but in general its okay", he tells us and we smile.

When Jyp says its "okay" its actually really good. "But I have to say. It surprises me how well the maknae can dance in heals", he says and I look at him not sure what to say.

Of course I should be able to dance well in heals. "Yeah she surprised us to", Momo unnie tells Jyp smiling.

I bow "I should thank you", I tell him. "What do you mean? You should thank me?", he asks me confused.

I look at him "Didn't you give me extra lessons?", I ask him curious. "What do you mean? What kind of extra exercises?", he says worried.

"She means the running lessons", Felix steps in for me to explain. "Running lesson?!", everyone says shocked except Felix and Jeongin. "You have running lessons?", Jyp asks me surprised.

I nod "After practice", I tell him and the unnies look at me. "I didn't know that. Why should you have running lessons? You are so skinny", Jyp says and looks at some staff in the corner.

"Can someone pleas call Sam?", Jyp says and I nod. Im about to leave the studio to search for Sam, when someone grabs my hand. I turn around and see Felix

"Im going to get him. Wait here", he tells me and leaves the studio. I go back to the others and short after Felix comes back with Sam.

"So you made her take running lessons?", Jyp asks Sam serious.

He nods and I stare at him. I thought he was nice and was told to take me there. Turns out he made me do it. He wanted me to fail and get kicked out of the company.

"She's too young to be treated like this!", Sam yells angry. "She's only sixteen and you all make her diet. She barely eats", he tells Jyp angry. I look at him and I know he's right.

I suddenly get why he did what he did. He just wanted me to leave and have a normal life again. "How much do you eat?", Jyp asks me and I look at my feet.

"I don't eat breakfast. For lunch I  eat two boiled eggs and one potato. I also don't eat dinner", I tell him. My unnie draw in the air sharply.

"Thats not okay", Jeongin says and I look at him. His eyes are shocked and he looks at my body. I shrug my shoulder and smile at him. "Its not that bad. Im still alive I guess", I tell him.

"It wouldn't be bad if you would really eat it!", Sam says and stars in my eyes.

"What do you mean?", Jyp and Chan ask at the same time.

Sam looks in my eyes and I slightly shake my hat.

Please don't tell them.

I look at him and he nods.

"No", I mouth, but Sam already opens his mouth.

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