Accident

Chapter 16

I close the laptop and lay my head on the table. Im so tired and school didn't make it better. Sam lied to me.

I actually had four hours of online school and one hour of Korean. After some minutes I hear a knock on the door and I lift my hat up. "Yes?", I ask and the door gets open.

"You should go back and practice. I will bring something to eat for you later", Sam says. I glare at him angrily but nod. I walk pass him and he chuckles.

I enter the Studio and the unnies are chatting with Chan and Jeongin about the dance. They all don't look at the door and I just walk to them silently.

I sit down next to Sana unnie and Jeongin. They are so deep in the disgusting, that they still didn't notice me. I just concentrate and start to listen to them.

They keep talking, when somebody tips on my shoulder. Its Sam. He hands me a bottle of water, two boiled eggs and one potato. "Thank you", I whisper thankfully about finally eating. I actually don't really like eggs, but since trainee times I'm okay with eating it.

I don't get as much food as other trainees because I'm "overweight". My weight is 50 kg, I should be 45 kg. So they gave me a food schedule.

Now I think I'm 46 kg after two weeks of this diet or what they call food schedule.

I start to eat one egg and continue to hear Chan talking. Suddenly Jimin unnie's stomach start to growl. We all look at her and she apologizes embarrassed.

"Didn't you eat?", I ask her and they all look at me. "Oh your back", Sana unnie says smiling. "Yeah someone lied to me about how long my school will go", I say annoyed.

They all start to laugh and I glare at them.

After some minutes they stop. "So did you eat?", I ask Jimin unnie again. "Yes, but I'm still hungry", she says. Jimin unnie is really skinny and I'm sure she doesn't has to do a diet, but I'm also sure they don't give her a lot of food.

I give her my potato and the other egg I have. "Her, eat", I tell her and she starts to shake her hat. "No, no you eat", she tells me refusing to take my food. "Its okay, I'm not that hungry anyway and I had breakfast", I lie to her and smile.

I shouldn't eat too much anyway. So its fine. "Are you sure?", Jimin unnie ask unsure. I nod and she thankfully takes the food. I finish my egg and open my water.

Jimin unnie starts to eat and Jeongin tells us something about the vocals. I feel how someone sits down next to me. "You didn't have breakfast, I know", someone whispers.

I look at the person and its Chan. I don't know what to say. He surely won't believe me when I tell him, that I had breakfast at six o clock.

"Hm, maybe not. But I had a water", I tell him and he shakes his hat with disappointment.

"Thats not okay. You have to eat. They make you diet right?", Chan wisper shouts. "Who diets?" Sana unnie asks us. They all start to look at us. "No one", I tell them smiling innocently. "Your lying", Riunjin unnie says and I look at her.

"What do you mean? Why should I lie?", I say and bite my tongue. I hate to lie, but I also don't want to tell them the truth. "I know you'r lying. Don't pretend to not know about what I'm saying. I saw what the staff gave you", she says and looks me dead in the eye.

"That was just a workout plan", I lie to her again. "Stop lying!", Riunjin unnie says angry. "Im not, why are you so angry?", I ask her lying again. "Because your too young to diet!", she yells. She looks really angry at the camera.

"Hey hey, don't be so angry. Maybe she's telling the truth. Why would she lie to us about this", Jimin unnie tries to calm Riunjin unnie down. Riunjin unnie calms herself down and then looks at me again.

"Okay, if you don't diet then come and eat dinner with us", she says. Sana and Jimin unnie look at me too. "Your right, she never eats dinner", Sana unnie says. They all look at me and I sigh. I lay on the back and look at the ceiling.

"Okay, okay I give in. Yes they gave me a food schedule" I admit to them. Jeongin gasps shaking and I look at him.

"What? Is it so unbelievable? Yes I have to diet and now? I don't mind so its fine", I say and lie to them again.

In reality i do mind.

I feel hungry and sad. I ask myself why Im so fat and why I cant look like for example Jimin unnie. "Until wich weight do they want you to diet?", Chan asks me soft.

I look at him and grown. "It doesn't matter. Can we please not talk about this?", I look at them with pleading eyes. I feel really embarrassed about my weight.

"Okay, but you shouldn't diet", Riunjin unnie says. Her voice is bitter and she looks very unhappy.

"Lets do the vocals, for the last hour", Jeongin says. I nod glad and Chan explains me how we are going to split Linas part up.

We start to sing.

The hour goes by really fast.

Jeongin and Chan wave there goodbye and we bow at them. After they left the camera people leave.

Each unnie slowly leave the Studio. "Are you coming with me or are you going to stay here?", Sana unnie asks me.

"Im staying her, Sam told me we have to go somewhere", I tell her and she nods. After she left Sam comes in.

"Lets go", he tells me and we leave the Studio