Accident

Chapter 40

Lix looks up and our eyes connect. I show him thumbs up and point at my heart. He nods and Seungmin whips his tears away.

"Im sorry, I got overwhelmed. Its just...it means a lot to me", Lix ends his speech and the audience start to go crazy.

Stray kids bows and walks off the stage. They come back to there seat and Lix sits down. He looks down on his lap.

I scoot near him and lean a little on him. "You know she's not gone right? She will always be in our heart", I point at his chest and he nods.

"But it still hurts", he says silent. I nod. "Yes I know". he leans his head on my shoulder and closes his eyes.

"Im so tired", he whispers.

He leans on my shoulder for about two minutes until Simon came to us.

"Sisi, its ten o clock", I lift Lix's head and put him on Seungmin's shoulder. "I have to go. Please take care of him", he nods and I stand up.

"Sisi, come here", I turn around and Jeongin pulls me with him. We wave at the crowd. I turn to Simon

"Hey, can I quickly go there?", I point at the crowd. "Okay, but hurry", he says and I quickly walk there. I hear how the crowd cheers and screams, when I move in the direction.

I look up and smile.

I bow at them and make a heart above my head. I turn to Silas and give him a hand kiss and bow again before going back to Simon.

"Love you tiny!", I scream and they scream back.

"Aww your saying bye to your tiny's", Jeongin teases me.

"Shut up. Say bye to stays", I tell him and he
waved to the crowd. They cheer for him and I smile.

Simon leads us out of the exit.

Jeongin waves at me and goes to his manager.

Simon dives and I sit in the back of the car. I look outside of the window and stare at the buildings that we are passing.

"You guys are going to change the dorm in two months. And you will have a lot of promotions. There won't be a lot of free time. Jyp is planing the next album for you guys", Simon updates me and I hum to his news.

We arrive and Simon leads me to the dorm. "Get some rest, its not much, but you need it. I will pick you up tomorrow at four am", Simon says and closes the door.

Im going to have a solo promotion tomorrow. It will be with some other idols and we are going to watch after some kids for I think six days? Im not sure.

And then we will have a one day break, before having a six day shoot again. Im really excited to interact with new idols and know them more.

But its kind of sad that I cant see my unnies for two weeks. Also my birthday is one the tenth October and I am on shoot at that day so I cant celebrate with my brother.

Lucky I already packed my thinks so I just take my make up of and shower, before going to bed.

I close my eyes and drift into a heavy sleep.

I can hear my unnie coming back home. I open my eyes and look at the time, its one am. They come into the room and some off them directly go to the shower.

"We should be silent Sisi is sleeping. She's going to leave tomorrow", Sana unnie whispers. I look up and see Sana unnie and Jimin unnie standing there.

They are still all dressed up and have there make up on.

"Sisi, your awake? You should sleep", Jimin unnie tells me and strokes my hair softly. I nod and try to fall asleep again.

After one hour the all of the unnies are finished showering and most of them sleeping. I get up and walk out of the room. I share mine with Sana unnie and Jennie unnie.

I open an other door and walk into the room. I see Momo unnie sleeping and on the other bed Jimin unnie sleeping.

I crawl on Jimin unnies bed and she opens her eyes. "Cant sleep?", she asks, even if she knows the answer.

She opens her arms and I slip in it. She hugs me to sleep and I kind of feel safe.