Accident

Extra 2

I get of the airplane with Leo in my arm. We just landed in LA. I decided to surprise Lix with Leo.

I get my language and leave the language area. Some security are with me, because TNW gained a lot of followers in the past years. Jyp was scared something might happen, wich makes no sense. Because there are only two bodyguards. What are they going to do if there are hundred fans?

And like I thought that it happened. Somehow saesangs leaked my private schedule and now there are a lot of fans and paparazzis Of course the bodyguard couldn't stop everything.

I hold Leo tight and pet his back. I am really anxious and I have no plan, what I should do. I pull my mask deeper in my face and I try to walk past all those people, while still being polite.

I bow at them and try to get out of the crowded airport. Leo feels my anxiety and starts to cry. "I am here. Mommy is here. We are going to get out of here", I say and rub his little feed.

I somehow managed to push through the crowd and get into the van. Its a van Simon prepared for me. It will drive me directly to the location, where stray kids is holding there concert. They must be finished soon, because it is already elven pm.

I pat Leo to sleep and smile at his cute little face. "You will finally see daddy", I say and he lets out a noice, as if he understood what I said.

I am in the waiting room of Stray kids. Leo is in his stroller sleeping peacefully. I hear voices and stand up. I check my outfit and the door gets open.

Changbin stops right at the entrance of the door and stares at me. "Oh my gosh", he says and I wave my hand smiling.

"What is it?", I hear Channie oppa ask and pushes Changbin a side.

He sees me and gasps.

"Are you all going to stare at me or are you also going to great me?", I ask him. "Sisi?", I hear Lix asks confused and he pushes Channie oppa to the side.

When our eyes meet he breaks down to his knees and starts to cry. I look at him shocked and run to his side.

"Love, what's the matter?", I ask softly and he pulls me into a hug. "Your here", he says and I smile. "Yes, I am here. With Leo", I say and his face pulls up.

"Where?", he asks me. I get up and take Leo out of the stroller. I walk back to Lix and hand him Leo.

"Agh he looks so cute", Lix cries out and I giggle.

"He looks like you", I tell him and whip his tears away.

Lix studies Leo's face and then he looks at me.

"Thank you so much baby. I dont know how to express my thankfulness. I love you both so much. I wish I could have been there, when you gave birth", he sobs and I hug him.

"Its okay", I say and he looks into my eyes.

He pulls me down to him and kisses my lips.

I kiss him back and feel his soft and perfect lips.

It is true.

I went though a lot of pain because this man and some people would say it itsnt worth it, but I think it is.

No one ever said love is easy.

Love is probably one of the most complicated and emotional feeling I know.

It hurts and feels good at the same time. Sometimes you want to push it away and sometimes you wish nothing more than to be loved.

But in the end it comes to you.

You chose what you make out of it and if you dont try you will never know.

If you dont try it you cant know and cant judge.

Because no matter how much this man hurts me. The joy he brings me is much more. And in life you have to see the happy things.

So I chose to love and I will never stop choosing to love.

Lee Felix I love you.