Accident

Chapter 17

We enter a room and there are only fitness equipments.

"Im really sorry Sisi", he says, before leaving me alone in the room. I look after him confused, until I hear a women voice. "Ah, you must be Park Sisi", I turn around and bow.

"Yes", I tell her and look at her. She is wearing sport clothes. "So someone changed your food schedule. You are going to have running every day after your schedule", she explains me the new food plan.

I look at it and really want to run out of this room.

"Lets not waste time and start now", she says and pulls me to a running machine. "So you just have to run until I stop the machine", she says and I nod.

She helps me to get on the machine and turns it on. I start to jog.

After thirty minutes she stops the machine. I swat a lot and my hands are shaking slightly from the overwork.

"We are going to make this a little bit more difficult" she tells me and I look at her. I thought we are finished. She suddenly tights something to my foots and I look at her.

"This are weights", my eyes widen. "What-? How am I going to do this?", I ask her unbelievable. "You will find out", she tells me and turns the machine on again. I almost fall, because my feet are so heavy.

"I cant!", I cry out. My lungs hurt from not getting enough air and my hands are shaking really hard.

"You can, you have to", she shouts at me, even if she's just standing next to me. "It hurts! Everything hurts", I grown in pain.

"Then don't eat that much! You are too fat!", she shouts at me. My eyes began to burn and I close them.

After around ten more minutes she turns the running machine off. "We are done for today", she tells me and takes the weight off my feet.

I bow at her and leave the room as quick as I can. I open the door and close it. I break down and breath heavy. "Are you okay?", Sam asks me worried.

He helps me to get up, but I cant stand. He holds me for support.

I shake my head traumatized over and over again. "Please I don't want to go there again", I say with fear. Sam looks at me apologizing.

"Im sorry, but you have to", he tells me. I shake in fear.

"Hey, what happened?!", I hear someone shout at us. I turn my head back and see Felix.

He walks to us quickly and helps me too for support. "Oh, its okay Mister Lee I can do it by myself", Sam says smiling at Felix.

"No I can help. My schedule is finished anyway", he says and Sam nods. "Are you okay Sis?", Felix asks me. I nod slowly.

I want to tell him what happened. How tired I am and what they do to me, but Sam is here.

I know Sam is nice and all, but he works for Jyp. So everything I say about Jyp he will tell Jyp.

"Is it possible if you bring me to the cafeteria?", I ask them and Felix nods. "But what do you want to do there?", Sam asks me confused. "Write something", I tell him and he nods. They bring me to the cafeteria and I thank them.

"I will go. Here is your phone", Sam says and hands me my phone. I thank him and he leaves. Felix sits down next to me "So, what did they do to you?", he whispers.

"They made me run", I tell him with fear. He looks at me with a "I don't understand what you mean" look.

"They put some weight on my feet and made me run for almost two hours", I explain to him and he widen his eyes.

"No, they didn't", he says shocked. "They did", I whisper scared that someone might hear us.

"How dare they. To tell you to diet and now make you run", Felix says mad. "How do you know I diet", I say surprised. "Firstly you didn't look like this when I last saw you and secondly Chan told me", he confesses.

"You mean you can see I got skinnier?", I ask him excited. So the diet is really making me not only from the weight skinnier. It also makes me look skinnier.

"Yes, but not really in a good way", he says sad and rubs my cheek. "What do you mean?", I ask not sure what he wants to tell me.

"You look so broken and too skinny", he explains. "Too skinny? Lix cant you see I'm not fat anymore", I tell him and use his nickname. He smiles at me, but then he's smile fades.

"Your are not fat. You are perfect. Don't say that you are fat. Look at you. Do you want to look like this?", he asks me serious.

"No, but they want me to look like this", I tell him. He shakes his head and looks me in the eyes.

"Thats not okay. Its not okay. Your only sixteen and they practically don't give you any food. They make you exercise for hours and you are okay with that?!", he lets a frustrated grown escape his mouth.

"What should I do?! Tell them I don't want to?", I say to him. "Yes!", he shouts. I look at him with disbelieve. "Yeah no. They will kick me out", I tell him. Felix ruffles his hair frustrated.

We argue what I should do and in the end Felix realizes I cant do anything.

"Ahh, this is going to make me insane", he grows. "Not long anymore Lix. I will try my best to debut", I tell him and he nods. "We should really leave", he says.

We talked for three hours. We put on our mask and start to leave the building.

We leave and there are a lot of paparazzis in front of the building.

"You go left and I go right", Felix tells me and I nod. We say bye to each other and leave.

The paparazzis storm to Felix and I quickly leave.